In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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A slight smile went over Cosmo’s face as he put down this note. It was
not a very comfortable smile. A man does not like even an imaginary tone
of contempt in another man’s voice. And Charley Ashley was his own
retainer, his dog, so to speak. To be judged by him was a novel and not
a pleasant sensation. A year ago Cosmo could have felt certain that
Charley would find everything he did right; he would have believed in
his friend’s inscrutable motives, even if he could not understand them.
But now there was a change. It was not only the hopeless rivalry which
Charley himself felt to be hopeless, and which had never stood for a
moment in Cosmo’s way, but it was the instinct of true affection in the
good fellow’s heart which made a severe critic, a judge incorruptible,
of Charley. Douglas did not think very much of Charley’s opinion or
approval; but to feel it withdrawn from him, to detect a doubt, and even
suspicion in his faithful adherent’s words, gave him a sting. Then he
read the long letter in which Anne had poured forth all her heart; there
were revelations in it also. It had been interrupted by Rose’s
matter-of-fact questions. Darts of vulgar misapprehension, of
commonplace incapacity to understand those fine motives of Cosmo’s which
to herself were so eloquent, had come across the current of her words.
Anne had not been aware of the risings and fallings of sentiment with
which she wrote. She had known that by turns her heart in her bosom
felt, as she had herself described it, ‘like lead.’ She had been aware
that now and then there had seemed no sort of comfort nor lightening of
the sky wherever she looked, even when she looked to him, and
endeavoured to think of that ‘falling back upon’ him to support her,
which had seemed the happiest image of their mutual relations a few days
ago. But she had not been aware of the breaks in her letter, following
these fluctuations of sentiment, of how she had flagged and shown her
discouragement, and sometimes permitted to be audible a breathing, not
of complaint, not of reproach, but of something which was neither, yet
included both--a sort of sigh of loneliness.
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