In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Here a guilty flush came upon Anne’s face. She stole a furtive glance at
Heathcote to see if he were observing her. She did not wish to give him
the opportunity of saying ‘I told you so,’ or convicting her out of her
own mouth.
‘I think mamma and Rose have some idea--that is, there was some
talk--Rose has always wanted masters whom we can’t get here. There was
an idea of settling in London--for a time----’
He did not turn round, which was merciful. If he had divined her, if he
now understood her, he gave no sign at least. This was generous, and
touched Anne’s heart.
‘In London! Now, what on earth would you do in London, country birds
like Rose and you? I don’t say for a little time in the season, to see
the pictures, and hear some music, and that sort of thing; but settling
in London, what would you do that for? You would not like it; I feel
sure you would not like it. You never could like it, if you tried.’
To this Anne was dumb, making no response. She stood with her eyes cast
down, her face flushed and abashed, her two hands clasped together, as
much like a confused and naughty child as it was possible for Anne to
be. She gave once more an instantaneous, furtive glance from under her
downcast eyelids at Heathcote. Would he rejoice over her to see his
guess, his impertinent guess, proved true? But Heathcote was taking
another agitated turn about the room, to blow off his own excitement,
and was not for the moment observant of hers.
After this Mr. Loseby began to impart to Anne real information about the
duties which would be required of her, to which she gave what attention
she could. But this was not so much as could have been desired. Her
mind was running over with various thoughts of her own, impulses which
had come to her from another mind, and new aspects of old questions. She
left the library as soon as she could, in order to get back to the
shelter of her own room and there think them out. Had Heathcote known
how little attention she gave to his own strange, unintentional
self-betrayal--if it was indeed a self-betrayal, and not a mere
involuntary outbreak of the moment, some nervous impulse or other,
incomprehensible to the speaker as to the hearer--he would have been
sadly humbled. But, as a matter of fact, Anne scarcely thought of his
words at all. He had made some mistake, she felt sure. She had not heard
him right, or else she had missed the real meaning of what he said, for
that surface meaning was of course impossible. But she did think about
the other matter. He had divined her almost more clearly than she had
understood herself. When she had decided that to go to London would be
the best thing the family could do, she had carefully directed her mind
to other motives; to the facilities of getting masters for Rose, and
books, and everything that was interesting; to the comfort and ease of
life in a place where everything could be provided so easily, where
there would be no great household to keep up. She had thought of the
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