In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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After dinner, when the ladies were alone in the drawing-room, Anne made
their cousin’s proposal known to them: that they should continue to live
at Mount, paying him rent according to Mr. Loseby’s suggestion. She did
not herself wish to accept this proposal--but a kind of opposition was
roused in her by the blank manner in which it was listened to. She had
been struggling against a guilty sense of her own private inclination to
go to London, to be in the same place with her lover--but she did not
see why _they_ should wish the same thing. There seemed to Anne to be a
certain impertinence in any inclination of theirs which should turn the
same way. What inducement had they to care for London, or any change of
residence? Though they were virtually backing her up, yet she was angry
with them for it. ‘I thought you would be sure to wish to stay,’ she
said.
‘You see, Anne,’ said Mrs. Mountford, with some hesitation, ‘it is not
now as it was before; when we were all happy together, home was home.
But now, after all we have gone through--and things would not be the
same as before--your sister wants a change--and so do you----’
‘Do not think of me,’ said Anne, hastily.
‘But it is my duty to think of you, too. Rose has always been delicate,
and the winters at Mount are trying, and this year, of course, you would
have no variety, no society. I am sure it is very kind of Heathcote: but
if we could get a comfortable little house in town--a change,’ said Mrs.
Mountford, growing bolder, ‘would do us all good.’
‘Oh, don’t let us stay at Mount!’ cried Rose. ‘In the wet, cold winter
days it is terrible. I have never liked Mount in winter. Do let us get
away now that we can get away. I have never seen anything. Let us go to
town till the spring, and then let us go abroad.’
‘That is what I should like,’ said Mrs. Mountford, meekly. ‘Change of
air and scene is always recommended. You are very strong, Anne, you
don’t feel it so much--you could go on for ever; but people that are
more delicately organised, people who _feel_ things more, can’t just
settle down after trouble like ours. We ought to move about a little and
have thorough change of scene.’
Anne was amazed at herself for the annoyance, the resentment, the
resistance to which she felt herself moved. It was simple perversity,
she felt, for in her heart she wanted to move, perhaps more than they
did--and she had a reason for her wish--but they had none. It was mere
wanton desire for change on their part. She was angry, though she saw
how foolish it was to be angry. ‘It was extremely kind of Heathcote to
make such a proposal,’ she said.
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