In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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All this time Heathcote stayed on. It was very bad taste, some people
thought; and very silly, said other some. Yet still he remained. Of
course it must be Rose that was the inducement, Anne being known to be
engaged; and Fanny Woodhead did not hesitate to say that she really
thought the man had no sense whatever of what was fitting, to stay on,
and stay on, until the very last moment. But the household themselves
did not object. They had got used to Heathcote. Even Anne liked him at
those times when he did not look as if he were sitting in judgment upon
Cosmo. Sometimes this was his aspect, and then she could not bear him.
But generally he was very supportable. ‘You forget I live in London,
too,’ he said. ‘I mean to see a great deal of you there. You may as well
let me stay and take care of you on the journey.’ And Mrs. Mountford
liked the proposal. For purposes of travelling and general caretaking
she believed in men, and thought these among their principal uses. She
even went so far as to say, ‘We shall be very well off in London with
Mr. Douglas and your cousin Heathcote:’ so strangely had everything
changed from the time when St. John Mountford disinherited his daughter
because Cosmo was a nobody. Anne did not know what to think of this
change of sentiment. Sometimes it seemed to make everything easier,
sometimes to make all further changes impossible. Her heart beat with
the idea of seeing him almost daily, looking for his constant visits,
feeling the charm of his companionship round her: and then a mist would
seem to gather between them, and she would foresee by instinct how Cosmo
might, though very near, become very far. After this she would stop
short and upbraid herself with folly. How could constant meeting and
family companionship make them less near to each other? nothing could be
more absurd: and yet the thought--but it was not a thought, scarcely a
feeling, only an instinct--would come over her and give her a spiritual
chill, a check in all her plans.
‘Mamma says she thinks we will be very well off in London,’ said Rose,
‘and we can go to concerts, and all those sorts of things. There is
nothing in a concert contrary to mourning. Dances, of course, and _gay_
parties are out of the question,’ she added, with a slight sigh of
regret; ‘but it is just when we are going to public places that
gentlemen are so useful. You will have your Douglas and I shall have
Cousin Heathcote. We shall be very well off----’
To this Anne made no reply. She was taking her papers out of the drawers
of her writing-table, arranging them in a large old despatch-box, in
which they were henceforth to be carried about the world. Rose came and
stood over her curiously, looking at every little bundle as it was taken
out.
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