In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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‘I know,’ he said; and they went away solemnly side by side, away from
that spot consecrated to love and all its hopeful memories, crossing
together the crisp ice-bound grass. The old house rose up in front of
them against the background of earth and sky, amid the clustering
darkness of the leafless branches. It was all silent, nothing visible of
the life within, except the blue smoke rising faintly through the air,
which was so still. They said little as they went along by the great
terrace and the lime avenue, avoiding the flower-garden, now so bare and
brown. The winter’s chill had paralysed everything. ‘The old house will
be still a little more sad to-morrow,’ Heathcote said.
‘I don’t think it ought to be. You have not the affection for it which
you might have had, had you known it better: but some time or other it
will blossom for you and begin another life.’
He shook his head. ‘May I bring Edward to see you in Park Lane? Edward
is my other life,’ he said, ‘and you will see how little strength there
is in that.’
‘But, Cousin Heathcote, you must not speak so. Why should you? You are
young; life is all before a man at your age.’
‘Who told you that?’ he said with a smile. ‘That is one of your feminine
delusions. An old fellow of thirty-five, when he is an old fellow, is as
old as Methuselah, Anne. He has seen everything and exhausted
everything. This is the true age at which all is vanity. If he catches
at a new interest and begins to hope for a renewal of his heart,
something is sure to come in and stop him. He is frustrated and all his
opportunities baulked as in my own case--or something else happens. I
know you think a great deal more of our privileges than they deserve.’
‘We are taught to do so,’ said Anne. ‘We are taught that all our best
time is when we are young, but that it is different with a man. A man,
so to speak, never grows old.’
‘One knows what that means. He is supposed to be able to marry at any
age. And so he is--somebody. But, if you will reflect, few men want to
marry in the abstract. They want to marry one individual person, who, so
far as my experience goes, is very often, most generally I should say,
not for them. Do you think it is a consolation for the man who wants to
marry Ethelinda, that probably Walburgha might have him if he asked her?
I don’t see it. You see how severely historical I am in my names.’
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