In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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‘She always had a great deal of sense, though she is such a child,’ said
her mother fondly; ‘but, my darling, you must learn that you really
cannot be allowed to meddle with things that don’t concern you. People
always know their own affairs best.’
At this moment Anne came back. When the subject of a discussion suddenly
enters the place in which it has been going on, it is strange how
foolish everybody looks, and what a sense of wrong-doing is generally
diffused in the atmosphere. They had been three together to talk, and
she was but one. Cosmo, who, whatever he might do, or hesitate to do,
had always the sense in him of what was best, the perception of moral
beauty and ideal grace which the others wanted, looked at her as she
came across the room with such compunctious tenderness in his eyes as
the truest lover in existence could not have surpassed. He admired and
loved her, it seemed to him, more than he ever did before. And Anne
surprised this look of renewed and half-adoring love. It went through
and through her like a sudden warm glow of sunshine, enveloping her in
sudden warmth and consolation. What a wonderful glory, what a help and
encouragement in life, to be loved like that! She smiled at him with the
tenderest gratitude. Though there might be things in which he fell below
the old ideal Cosmo, to whom all those scraps of letters in her desk had
been addressed, still life had great gladness in it which had this Cosmo
to fall back upon. She returned to that favourite expression, which
sometimes lately she had refrained even from thinking of, and with a
glance called him to her, which she had done very little of late. ‘I
want your advice about Mr. Loseby’s letter,’ she said. And thus the
first result of Rose’s cross-examination was to bring the two closer to
each other. They went together into the inner room, where Anne had her
writing-table and all her business papers, and where they sat and
discussed Mr. Loseby’s plans for the employment of money. ‘I would
rather, _far_ rather, do something for the estate with it,’ Anne said.
‘Those cottages! my father would have consented to have them; and Rose
always took an interest in them, almost as great an interest as I did.
She will be so well off, what does it matter? Comfort to those poor
people is of far more importance than a little additional money in the
bank, for that is what it comes to--not even money to spend, we have
plenty of that.’
‘You do not seem to think that all this should have been for yourself,
Anne. Is it possible? It is more than I could have believed.’
‘Dear Cosmo,’ said Anne, apologetically, ‘you know I have never known
what it is to be poor. I don’t understand it. I am intellectually
convinced, you know, that I am a beggar, and Rose has everything; but
otherwise it does not have the slightest effect upon me. I don’t
understand it. No, I am not a beggar. I have five hundred a year.’
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