In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Douglas replied to this outburst with a momentary laugh, which, if he
had but known it, as nearly gave him over to punishment as any foolish
step he ever took in his life. Fortunately for him it was very short,
and in reality more a laugh of excitement than of mirth.
‘Oh, there’s more than one, is there?’ he said. ‘Look here, Charley, I
might refuse point-blank to answer your question. I should have a
perfect right. It is not the sort of thing that one man asks another in
a general way.’
The Curate did not make any reply, and after a moment Douglas
continued--
‘But I won’t. I understand your motives, if you don’t understand mine.
You think I am shilly-shallying, that I ought to fulfil my engagement,
that I am keeping Anne hanging on.’
‘Don’t name any names,’ cried Ashley, hoarsely.
‘I don’t know how I can give you an answer without naming names: but
I’ll try to please you. Look here, it is not such an easy matter,
plain-sailing and straightforward as you think. When I formed that
engagement I was--well, just what I am now--a poor devil of a barrister,
not long called, with very little money, and not much to do. But, then,
_she_ was rich. Did you make a remark?’
Charley had stirred unconsciously, with a movement of indignant fury,
which he was unable altogether to restrain. But he made no answer, and
Douglas continued with a quickened and somewhat excited tone--
‘I hope you don’t suppose that I mean to say that had anything to do
with the engagement. Stop! yes, it had. I should not have ventured to
say a word about my feelings to a poor girl. I should have taken myself
off as soon as they became too much for me. I don’t hide the truth from
you, and I am not ashamed of it. To thrust myself and her into trouble
on my present income is what I never would have thought of. Well, you
know all that happened as well as I do. I entreated her not to be rash,
I begged her to throw me over, not so much as to think of me when her
father objected. She paid no attention. I don’t blame her----’
‘Blame her!’
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