In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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It is time to let the reader of this story know who Cosmo Douglas was,
whose appearance had made so great a commotion at Mount. He was--nobody.
This was a fact that Mr. Mountford had very soon elicited by his
inquiries. He did not belong to any known house of Douglasses under the
sun. It may be said that there was something fair in Cosmo’s frank
confession on this point, put perhaps it would be more true to say that
it showed the good sense which was certainly one of his characteristics;
for any delusion that he might have encouraged or consented to in this
respect must have been found out very shortly, and it would only have
been to his discredit to claim good connections which did not belong to
him. ‘Honesty is the best policy’ he had said to himself, and therefore
he had been honest. Nevertheless it was a standing mystery to Cosmo that
he was nobody. He could not understand it. It had been a trouble to him
all his life. How was he inferior to the other people who had good
connections? He had received the same kind of education, he had the same
kind of habits, he was as much a ‘gentleman,’ that curious English
distinction which means everything and nothing, as any of them. He did
not even feel within himself the healthy thrill of opposition with which
the lowly born sometimes scorn the supposed superiority of blue blood.
He for his part had something in his heart which entirely coincided with
that superstition. Instinctively he preferred for himself that his
friends should be well born. He had as natural a predilection that way
as if his shield held ever so many quarterings; and it was terrible to
know that he had no right to any shield at all. In his boyhood he had
accepted the crest which his father wore at his watchchain, and had
stamped upon his spoons and forks, with undoubting faith, as if it had
descended straight from the Crusaders; and when he had read of the ‘dark
grey man’ in early Scotch history, and of that Lord James who carried
Bruce’s heart to the Holy Land, there was a swell of pride within him,
and he had no doubt that they were his ancestors. But as he grew older
it dawned upon Cosmo that his father had assumed the bleeding heart
because he found it represented in the old book of heraldry as the
cognisance of the Douglasses, and not because he had any hereditary
right to it--and, indeed, the fact was that good Mr. Douglas knew no
better. He thought in all simplicity that his name entitled him to the
symbol which was connected with the name, and that all those great
people so far off from the present day were ‘no doubt’ his ancestors,
though it was too far back to be able to tell.
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