In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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When Cosmo attained that perfect freedom from all ties, and power of
roaming wherever he pleased, without any clog to draw him back, which
was involved in his father’s death (though it may be said for him that
this was an event which he deeply regretted) he made up his mind that he
would not marry, at least until he had reached sufficient distinction in
his profession to make him somebody, quite independent of connections.
But then he had not seen Anne Mountford. With her, without any secondary
motives, he had fallen honestly and heartily in love, a love which he
would, however, have managed to quench and get the better of, had it not
turned out upon inquiry that Anne was one whom it was entirely
permissible to love, and who could help him, not hold him back in the
career of success. He had, however, many discussions with himself before
he permitted himself to indulge his inclinations. He had felt that with
people like the Mountfords the fact that he was nobody would tell with
double power; and, indeed, if he had ever been tempted to invent a
family of Douglasses of Somewhere-or-other, it was now. He had almost
been led into doing this. He had even half-prepared a little romance,
which no doubt Mr. Mountford, he thought, would have swallowed, of a
ruined house dwindled away to its last representative, which had lost
lands and even name in one of the rebellions. He had not chosen which
rebellion, but he had made up the story otherwise with great enjoyment
and a fine sense of its fitness: when that modern quality which for want
of a better name we call a sense of humour stopped him. For a man of his
time, a man of his enlightened opinions, a member of a liberal
profession, a high-bred (if not high-born) Englishman to seek importance
from a silly little school-girl romance was too absurd. He could not do
it. He laughed aloud at himself with a little flush of shame on his
countenance, and tossed away the fiction. But what a thing it would have
been for Cosmo if the tumbledown old house which he had invented and
the bit of school-girl fiction had been true! They became almost such to
him, so strongly did he feel that they would exactly fit his case. ‘They
would have been as stupid probably as--Mr. Mountford,’ Cosmo said to
himself, ‘and pig-headed into the bargain, or they never would have
thrown away everything for a gingerbread adventurer like Prince
Charley--rude Lowland rustics talking broad Scotch, not even endowed
with the mystery of Gaelic. But to be sure I might have made them Celts,
and the Lord of Mount would not have been a whit the wiser. I think I
can see a snuffy old laird in a blue bonnet, and a lumbering young lout
scratching his red head. And these be your gods, oh Israel! I don’t
think I should have been much the better of such ancestors.’ But
nevertheless he felt in his heart that he would have been much the
better for them. Other men might despise them, but Cosmo would have
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