In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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bond between them, which should be avowed on the first possible
occasion, but never made any display of while things were not ripe,
everything should be exactly as before. This was perfectly fair in love,
according to all known examples and rules. Something like it had
happened in the majority of similar cases, and indeed, Cosmo said to
himself with a half smile, a lover might feel himself little flattered
for whom such a sacrifice would not be made. But all the same he could
not suggest it. He could not say to Anne, ‘Tell a lie for me--persuade
your father that all is over between us, though it is not all over
between us and never shall be till death parts us.’ A young man of the
nineteenth century, brought up at a public school and university, a
member of the bar, and in very good society, could not say that. It
would have been an anachronism. He might wish it, and did do so
fervently; but to put it in words was impossible.
It was with this view, however, that Cosmo had omitted all mention of
correspondence in his last interviews with Anne. They were full of so
much that was novel and exciting to her that she did not notice the
omission, nor in the hurry and rush of new sensations in her mind had
she that eager longing for a letter which most girls would have felt on
parting with their lovers. She had no habit of letters. She had never
been at school or made any friendships of the kind that need to be
solaced by continual outpourings upon paper. Almost all her intimates
were about her, seeing her often, not standing in need of
correspondence. She had not even said in the hurry of parting, ‘You will
write.’ Perhaps she saw it like himself, but like himself was unwilling
to propose the absolute concealment which was desirable. Cosmo’s mind
had been full of nothing else on his way to Scotland to his friend’s
moor. He had thought of her half the time, and the other half of the
time he had thought how to manage, how to secure her without injuring
her (which was how he put it); the long night’s journey was made short
to him by these thoughts. He did not sleep, and he did not want to
sleep; the darkness of the world through which he was rushing, the
jumble of perpetual sound, which made a sort of atmosphere about him,
was as a hermitage to Cosmo, as it has been to many before him. Railway
trains, indeed, are hermitages in life for the much-pondering and
careworn sons of the present age. There they can shut themselves up and
think at will. He turned it all over and over in his mind. No wild
notion--such as had moved the inexperienced mind of Anne with a thrill
of delightful impulse--of rushing back to work and instantly beginning
the toil which was to win her, occurred to Anne’s lover. To be sure it
was the Long Vacation, which is a thing girls do not take into account,
and Cosmo would have smiled at the notion of giving up his shooting and
going back to his chambers out of the mere sentiment of losing no time,
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