In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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‘There is no succession. What I have is my own to do what I like with
it,’ he said sharply: and then he opened a big book which lay on the
table, and began to write. It was a well-known, if tacit, signal between
them, that his need of social intercourse was over, and that his wife
might go; but she did not move for some time. She went on with her
work, with every appearance of calm; but her mind was full of commotion.
As her needle went through and through the canvas, she cast many a
furtive glance at her husband turning over the pages of his big book,
writing here and there a note. They had been as one for twenty years;
two people who were, all the world said, most ‘united’--a couple devoted
to each other. But neither did she understand what her husband meant,
nor could he have believed the kind of feeling with which, across her
worsted work, she kept regarding him. She had no wish but that he should
live and thrive. Her position, her personal interests, her importance
were all bound up in him; nevertheless, she contemplated the contingency
of his death with a composure that would have horrified him, and thought
with much more keen and earnest feeling of what would follow than any
alarm of love as to the possibility of the speedy ending of his life
produced in her. Thus the two sat within a few feet of each other,
life-long companions, knowing still so little of each other--the man
playing with the fears and hopes of his dependents, while smiling in his
sleeve at the notion of any real occasion for those fears and hopes; the
woman much more intent upon the problematical good fortune of her child
than on the existence of her own other half, her closest and nearest
connection, with whom her life had been so long identified. Perhaps the
revelation of this feeling in her would have been the most cruel
disclosure had both states of mind been made apparent to the eye of day.
There was not much that was unnatural in his thoughts, for many men like
to tantalise their successors, and few men realise with any warmth of
imagination their own complete withdrawal from the pains and pleasures
of life; but to know that his wife could look his death in the face
without flinching, and think more of his will than of the event which
must precede any effect it could have, would have penetrated through all
his armour and opened his eyes in the most dolorous way. But he never
suspected this; he thought, with true human fatuity, with a little
gratified importance and vanity, of the commotion he had produced--that
Anne would be ‘pulled up’ in her career by so serious a threat; that
Rose would be kept ‘up to the mark’ by a flutter of hope as to the
reward which might fall to her. All this it pleased him to think of. He
was complacent as to the effect of his menaces and promises, but at
bottom he felt them to be of no great consequence to himself--amusing
rather than otherwise; for he did not in the least intend to die.
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