"No," I said in deep sympathy, taking her hand. "Bear up against all
these troubles. Let me assist you as your friend."
"But you cannot," she declared despairingly, tears welling in her eyes.
"You can only assist me by keeping my secret. Will you promise me to do
that?"
"Most certainly," I replied. "But I want to do more. I want to
penetrate the veil of mystery which seems to surround your marriage. I
want--"
"You can never do that," she interrupted quickly. "I have tried and
tried, but have failed."
"Why?"
"Because, strange though it may seem, I am entirely unaware of the
identity of my husband. I have never seen him."
I was silent. Should I reveal to her the truth? She could not believe
me, if I did. What proof could I show her?
"And you do not know his name?"
"No; I do not even know his name," she answered. "All I know is that by
this marriage I am debarred for ever from all love and happiness. I
have nothing to live for--nothing! Each day increases the mystery, and
each day brings to me only bitterness and despair. Ah! how a woman may
suffer and still live."
"Have you no means by which to discover the identity of your unknown
husband?" I inquired.
"None whatever," she answered. "I know that I am married--beyond that,
nothing."
"And who else is in possession of this secret?" I inquired.
"Nora."
"No one else?"
"No one--to my knowledge."
"But you are, I understand, engaged to marry Cyril Chetwode," I said,
anxious to get the truth. "How can you marry him if you are really a
wife?"
"Ah! that's just it!" she cried. "I am the most miserable girl in all
the world. Everything is so hazy, so enshrouded in mystery. I am
married, and yet I have no husband."
"But is it not perhaps best that, under the circumstances, you should be
apart," I said. "He may be old, or ugly, or a man you could never
love."
"I dread to think of it," she said hoarsely. "Sometimes I wonder what
he is really like, and who he really is."
"And, at the same time, you love Cyril Chetwode?" I said, the words
almost choking me.
I saw she loved that young ape, and my heart sank within me.
"We are very good friends," she answered.
"But you love him? Why not admit it?" I said.
"And if I do--if I do, it is useless--all useless," she murmured.
"Yes," I observed, "it is useless. You are already married."
"No!" she cried, holding up her tiny hand as though to stay my words.
"Do not let us talk of it. I cannot bear to think. The truth hangs
like a shadow over my life."
"Does Chetwode know?" I inquired. "Is he aware that you can never be
his?"
"He knows nothing. He loves me, and believes that one day we shall
many. Indeed, now that he has succeeded to the estate, he sees no
reason why our marriage should be delayed, and is pressing me for an
answer."
Her breast heaved and fell quickly beneath her starched blouse. I saw
how agitated she was, and how, with difficulty, she was restraining her
tears.
"What answer can you give him?"
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