India : $b the pearl of Pearl RiverSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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India : $b the pearl of Pearl River
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Louisiana -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Indeed, I am not displeased with you, dear Bob. How could I possibly
be, when you never in your life gave me cause for any other feeling
towards you than esteem and thankfulness?”
“‘Esteem and thankfulness!’ I told you before, Rosalie, if you persisted
in talking that way you’d drive me out of my senses!”
Here Mrs. Vivian hemmed, to give notice of her presence; and Robert
Bloomfield turned, and perceived her for the first time. If he had not
observed the lady before, he did not care about her now. He bowed; and
then, forgetting her, turned, and resumed his conversation with Rosalie,
in the same impatient, impassioned tone.
Mrs. Vivian, with a cold, offended air, arose and left the room. But as
soon as the door closed behind the lady, and Robert found himself alone
with Rosalie, he certainly betrayed a great sense of relief, for his
manner became more earnest and vehement, and he pleaded anew the
hopeless suit so often and so decidedly rejected. His tongue was
loosened, and words flowed, without let or hindrance, in that impetuous
torrent of eloquence inspired only by passion; and Rosalie listened with
emotion scarcely less than his own, for every word he uttered gave
expression to the vague, deep, unspoken yearning of her own heart.
She heard him out patiently; yes, she let him begin again, and go over
the whole matter a second and a third time, before she could find
courage to destroy his hopes. At last she said—
“I have deeply wronged you, Robert. I did not mean it, Heaven knows; but
I _have_ wronged you. Robert, I am very sorry. I shall never forgive
myself.”
“I don’t understand you, Rosalie—I—_do_ tell me what you mean!”
“I mean that I have not been frank enough with you, Robert. I have not
had the courage,” said Rosalie, in a faltering voice, for she still
deeply pitied him.
He did not look like an object of pity, just then; all his countenance
suddenly brightened with joy. He seized her hand, exclaiming—“Do I
comprehend? Do I hear you right? Do you mean, after all, that you like
me a little better than you said you did?”
“No. Oh! Robert, what a sanguine nature yours must be, to interpret
every word which is not positive, in your own way. No, Robert! I mean,
that I have thoughtlessly accepted all your kind services, knowing full
well that I never, never can repay the smallest of them. I mean, too,
that I have let you tell me, again and again, of your regard, knowing
all the while that I can never, never return it in the way you wish. I
have wronged you, by not telling you this with sufficient firmness
before!”
“Cruel! cold! hard! heartless!”
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