India : $b the pearl of Pearl RiverSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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India : $b the pearl of Pearl River
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Louisiana -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Rosalie, you don’t know what you brave! Fancy yourself and Mark now
married, and housekeeping (forsooth!) in some wretched log cabin or some
lath-and-plaster shell of a shanty, in some new Western village. Fancy
yourselves both down with that curse of new settlements, the ague, and
each unable to help the other, and no one to give you a cup of tea, and
perhaps with no tea in the house.”
“That is a plain statement of a very dismal contingency, dear mamma. Yet
I have no doubt that we should shiver and shake safely through it, as
others have done. Yet it is not fair or wise to contemplate the worst
possibility only. The Western pioneers are not always laid up _with_ the
ague and _without_ tea!” said Rosalie, with a sparkle of fun in her
eyes.
But in a moment after, the young girl’s face grew serious, and she said,
in a tremulous voice, “And besides, dear mamma, the very bugbears that
you have evoked to frighten me from my journey only draw me on to go.
Oh, do you think, mamma, that I could bear to stay here in safety, ease,
and luxury, and know that he was far away, exposed to all the dangers,
hardships, and privations of a pioneer life?”
“Nonsense! Danger is the natural element of man! to seek it is the
nature of the creature!”
“Yes, mamma; but illness, fever, burning thirst, solitude, and
helplessness, is _not_. And, if I thought that Mark were suffering all
these things in some wretched Western cabin, and I not near to bathe his
head and give him a cup of cold water, and to nurse and comfort and
soothe him, but separated from him by thousands of miles of mountains
and plains, I tell you, mamma, it would nearly break my heart! It is no
use! I _must_ go with him, to meet whatever of good or ill Fate has in
store. It can have nothing else so evil as a separation! Oh! I feel as
if the worst calamity that could possibly befall me, would be a
separation from him.”
“Foolish girl! You love that broad-shouldered, robust man, as tenderly
as a mother loves her babe!”
“I love him with a tenderness and sympathy that makes me tremblingly
alive to his least sorrow or lightest pain; and yet mark you, mamma,
with an esteem, with a depth of respect, with an honour that makes me
aspire to his approbation as my highest good under Heaven!”
“O Rosalie, I will not farther oppose you! Yet, if you only had strength
to endure the hardships of a Western life, I should feel less anxiety.”
“Do not fear. I shall be able to endure, because ‘my good will is to
it;’ and energetic, because I shall have a good motive; and healthy,
because I shall be happy—because my heart will be right and at rest; for
I say it again, because it is a great deep truth—‘_Out of the heart are
the issues of life!_’ Yes, out of the heart are the issues of will,
purpose, hope, health, strength, enterprise, achievement, SUCCESS! Out
of the heart are the issues of all the good that can come back to us in
time or eternity! on earth or in Heaven!”
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