India : $b the pearl of Pearl RiverSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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India : $b the pearl of Pearl River
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Louisiana -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Yet that act could not have been committed by any but an intensely
selfish nature, India. I speak not to indulge in _vain_ reproaches, but
to recall you to a sense of what you have already caused others to
suffer, and to a consciousness of what you owe to others. You cannot now
recall the past, but you are very young, and the long future is all
yours. Your husband is dead, your father imbecile, and there is no one
to take the direction of affairs on this plantation. You must rouse
yourself from vain regret and indolent self-indulgence. You were not
created to sit still and be waited upon. You must engage in the active
duties of life. You must redeem the past by the future. You cannot now
bring back St. Gerald Ashley from his dishonoured grave, and restore him
to the brilliant and distinguished position from which he fell—but you
can do somewhat to save his memory from reproach. He died heavily in
debt. You have property of your own. This seat of Cashmere was secured
to you on your marriage, leaving your father a life interest in it. I do
not, therefore, mean _this_. But you have other property in your own
right—devote it to the liquidation of Ashley’s debts. And more; when you
estranged him from your bosom, he sought sympathy and affection from a
poor girl who lives in the pine forest. I need not tell you the story;
doubtless, you know it. If you do not, the theme is, unhappily, so
common, that you can easily imagine it. What I mean to say is this: this
poor, fallen girl is unprovided for, desolate, and heart-broken; and
what I have to enjoin upon you is, that you seek out that poor victim of
St. Gerald’s sin, and make such a provision for herself and child as
will save her from despair and deeper vice.”
“And if I do all this—if I spend all that I have in clearing St.
Gerald’s memory from debt, and if I take this poor girl and her child
under my protection—will you think of me more leniently than you do?
Will you restore me your esteem?”
“My thoughts, my esteem, should be no motive with you. I never asked you
to do this for _my_ sake. I would not ask you to do it for heaven’s
sake; but simply I enjoin you to do it because it is _right_, whether I
ever remember your existence again or not.”
“Oh! Mark, I will do it. But you have not learned of Him, that divine,
compassionate One, who would not break the bruised reed or quench the
smoking flax!”
She raised her eyes tearfully, doubtingly, to his face.
“Is there anything else, Mark?” she asked.
“Yes, India, your people; remember, that if your life should be cut off
before you emancipate them, when your soul is in the spiritual world,
you will see those whom you have left on earth, doomed, with their
children and their children’s children, to a bondage, from which you
have no longer the power and the privilege to free them. Oh! I think,
India, it is a fearful responsibility, it is an awful one, to die and
leave them so—to let the power of righting their wrongs pass away from
you forever.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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