India : $b the pearl of Pearl RiverSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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India : $b the pearl of Pearl River
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Louisiana -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Mark Sutherland saw and felt only her tears and sorrow, and addressed
himself to soothe her with all a lover’s solicitude. She took advantage
of his tenderness—perhaps she even misunderstood it. She had failed to
convince his judgment by her arguments, failed to change his purpose by
opposition and reproaches, and now she resolved to try the power of
love—of persuasion. She let him draw her to his bosom; she dropped her
head upon his shoulder, with her blushing, tearful face and soft hair
against his cheek, her arm upon his neck, and half-caressing, suffered
herself to be caressed, and let him feel how sweet her love was, by the
unutterable sweetness of her shy caress; and when his heart was weak
unto death, she pleaded with him, yieldingly, submissively, tearfully,
as with one who had the right and the power of ordering her destiny—that
he would not doom her to a lot so cruel, so terrible; that she was so
unprepared for it; that he must know she was; that it would kill her in
a year.
All this was pleaded with her head upon his shoulder, with her face
against his cheek, with her hand pressed around his neck. This seductive
gentleness was very hard to resist, indeed. He answered—
“My dearest India, you are sole mistress of your own destiny, and, to a
great extent, of mine. I did hope that you would have borne me company
in my pilgrimage, and, even from the first, have shared my lot, hard as
it is sure to be. We have both read and heard how women, even the most
tenderly reared and delicate, have, for affection, for constancy, for
truth, and the great idea of duty, borne poverty, toil, hardships and
privations, even with a better grace and with more fortitude and
patience than the strongest men. But I begin to think that history and
tradition must exaggerate. How, indeed, could my own fragile lady-love
endure what _my_ strong frame must encounter and overcome? No, dear
India, ardently as I once desired that you should be, from this time
forward, the partner of my lot, I see and feel that the wish was
thoughtless, unreasonable, selfish. It was exacting far too much. No,
dearest, painful as it must be to tear myself from you, I must go forth
alone to do battle with an adverse fate. Yet why should I call it
adverse? I go forth with youth, and health, and strength; with a liberal
education, and some talent; and when I have attained fame and fortune,
then, like a true knight, I will come and lay them at my lady’s feet,
and claim—no, not claim—but _sue for_ my blessed reward.”
She said that she could not let him go; it would break her heart to part
with him. Could he leave her to break her heart? Would he not give up
his purpose for her sake, and stay with her? Her head was still upon his
shoulder, and her face against his cheek. With a slight movement, at
once shy and fond, she pressed her lips to his neck, and repeated her
question: Would he not give up his purpose for her sake, and stay with
her?
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