France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
Those words, uttered in a bitter, gloomy tone, had alarmed Madame
Delmare. She had not dared to insist, and, now that she was beginning to
understand all these fragments of discoveries, she had not the courage
to fix her thoughts upon them and put them together.
She opened her window, and, as she looked out upon the calm night, upon
the moon so pale and lovely behind the silvery vapors on the horizon, as
she remembered that Raymon was coming, that he was perhaps in the park
even now, and thought of all the joy she had anticipated in that hour of
love and mystery, she cursed Ralph who with a word had poisoned her hope
and destroyed her repose forever. She even felt that she hated him, the
unhappy man who had been a father to her and who had sacrificed his
future for her; for his future was Indiana's friendship; that was his
only treasure, and he resigned himself to the certainty of forfeiting it
in order to save her.
Indiana could not read in the depths of his heart, nor had she been able
to fathom Raymon's. She was unjust, not from ingratitude, but from
ignorance. Being under the influence of a strong passion she could not
but feel strongly the blow that had been dealt her. For an instant she
laid the whole crime upon Ralph, preferring to accuse him rather than to
suspect Raymon.
And then she had so little time to collect her thoughts, and make up her
mind: Raymon was coming. Perhaps it was he whom she had seen for some
minutes wandering about the little bridge. How much more intense would
her aversion for Ralph have been at that moment, if she could have
recognized him in that vague figure, which constantly appeared and
disappeared in the mist, and which, like a spirit stationed at the gate
of the Elysian Fields, sought to keep the guilty man from entering!
Suddenly there came to her mind one of those strange, half-formed ideas,
which only restless and unhappy persons are capable of conceiving. She
risked her whole destiny upon a strange and delicate test against which
Raymon could not be on his guard. She had hardly completed her
mysterious preparations when she heard Raymon's footsteps on the secret
stairway. She ran and unlocked the door, then returned to her chair, so
agitated that she felt that she was on the point of falling; but, as in
all the great crises of her life, she retained a remarkable clearness of
perception and great strength of mind.
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