France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
Ralph had the good sense not to meddle in their dissensions. Madame
Delmare had suspected him of embittering her husband against her, or at
least of seeking to put an end to Raymon's intimacy with her; but she
soon realized the injustice of her suspicions. The colonel's perfect
tranquillity with respect to Monsieur de Ramière was irrefutable
evidence of her cousin's silence. Thereupon she felt that she must thank
him; but he sedulously avoided any conversation on that subject;
whenever she was alone with him, he eluded her hints and pretended not
to understand them. It was such a delicate subject that Madame Delmare
had not the courage to force Ralph to discuss it; she simply endeavored,
by her loving attentions, by her delicate and affectionate deference to
him, to make him understand her gratitude; but Ralph seemed to pay no
heed, and Indiana's pride was wounded by this display of supercilious
generosity. She was afraid that she should seem to play the rôle of the
guilty wife imploring the indulgence of a stern witness; she became cold
and constrained once more with poor Ralph. It seemed to her that his
conduct in this matter was the natural consequence of his selfishness;
that he loved her still, although he no longer esteemed her; that he
simply desired her society for his own diversion, that he disliked to
abandon habits which she had formed for him in her home and to deprive
himself of the attentions that she was never weary of bestowing upon
him. She fancied that he was by no means anxious to invent grievances
against her husband or herself.
"That is just like his contempt for women," she thought; "in his eyes
they are simply domestic animals, useful to keep a house in order,
prepare meals and serve tea. He doesn't do them the honor of entering
into a discussion with them; their faults have no effect on him provided
that they do not interfere with his comfort or with his mode of life.
Ralph has no need of my heart; so long as my hands retain the knack of
preparing his pudding and of touching the strings of the harp for him,
what does he care for my love for another man, my secret suffering, my
deathly impatience under the yoke which is crushing me? I am his
servant, he asks nothing more of me than that."
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