France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
Seeing Raymon enter her room so late, pale and excited, and in full
dress, she realized that he was struggling in one of the frequent crises
of his stormy life. She had always been his refuge and salvation in
these periods of agitation, of which no trace remained save a deep and
sorrowful one in her mother-heart. Her life had been withered and used
up by all that Raymon had acquired and reacquired. Her son's character,
impetuous yet cold, reflective yet passionate, was a consequence of her
inexhaustible love and generous indulgence. He would have been a better
man with a mother less kind; but she had accustomed him to make the most
of all the sacrifices that she consented to make for him; she had taught
him to seek and to advance his own well-being as zealously and as
powerfully as she sought it. Because she deemed herself created to
preserve him from all sorrows and to sacrifice all her own interests to
him, he had accustomed himself to believe that the whole world was
created for him and would place itself in his hand at a word from his
mother. By an abundance of generosity she had succeeded only in forming
a selfish heart.
She turned pale, did the poor mother, and, sitting up in bed, gazed
anxiously at him. Her glance said at once: "What can I do for you? Where
must I go?"
"Mother," he said, grasping the dry, transparent hand that she held out
to him, "I am horribly unhappy, I need your help. Save me from the
troubles by which I am surrounded. I love Madame Delmare, as you
know----"
"I did not know it," said Madame de Ramière, in a tone of affectionate
reproof.
"Don't try to deny it, dear mother," said Raymon, who had no time to
waste; "you did know it, and your admirable delicacy prevented you
speaking of it first. Well, that woman is driving me to despair, and my
brain is going."
"Tell me what you mean!" said Madame de Ramière, with the youthful
vivacity born of ardent maternal love.
"I do not mean to conceal anything from you, especially as I am not
guilty this time. For several months I have been trying to calm her
romantic brain and bring her back to a sense of her duties; but all my
efforts serve only to intensify this thirst for danger, this craving for
adventure that ferments in the brains of all the women of her country.
At this moment she is here, in my room, against my will, and I cannot
induce her to go away."
"Unhappy child!" said Madame de Ramière, dressing herself in haste.
"Such a timid, gentle creature! I will go and see her, talk to her! that
is what you came to ask me to do, isn't it?"
"Yes, yes," said Raymon, moved involuntarily by his mother's goodness of
heart; "go and make her understand the language of reason and kindness.
She will love virtue from your lips, I doubt not; perhaps she will give
way to your caresses; she will recover her self-control, poor creature!
she suffers so keenly!"
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