France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
Six weeks later the brig _Coraly_ sailed from the port of Bordeaux.
Ralph had written to his friends that he would be in that city just
prior to their sailing; but, as his custom was, in such a laconic style
that it was impossible to determine whether he intended to bid them
adieu for the last time or to accompany them. They waited in vain for
him until the last moment, and when the captain gave the signal to weigh
anchor he had not appeared. Gloomy presentiments added their bitterness
to the dull pain that gnawed at Indiana's heart, when the last houses of
the town vanished amid the trees on the shore. She shuddered at the
thought that she was thenceforth alone in the world with the husband
whom she hated! that she must live and die with him, without a friend to
comfort her, without a kinsman to protect her against his brutal
domination.
But, as she turned, she saw on the deck behind her Ralph's placid and
kindly face smiling into hers.
"So you have not abandoned me after all?" she said, as she threw her
arms about his neck, her face bathed in tears.
"Never!" replied Ralph, straining her to his heart.
XXIII
LETTER FROM MADAME DELMARE TO MONSIEUR
DE RAMIÈRE
"Ile Bourbon, June 3d, 18--
"I had determined to weary you no more with reminders of me; but, after
reading on my arrival here the letter you sent me just before I left
Paris, I feel that I owe you a reply because, in the agitation caused by
horrible suffering, I went too far. I was mistaken with regard to you,
and I owe you an apology, not as a _lover_ but as a _man._
"Forgive me, Raymon, for in the most ghastly moment of my life I took
you for a monster. A single word, a single glance from you banished all
confidence and all hope from my heart forever. I know that I can never
be happy again; but I still hope that I may not be driven to despise
you; that would be the last blow.
"Yes, I took you for a dastard, for the worst of all human creatures, an
_egotist._ I conceived a horror of you. I regretted that Bourbon was not
so far away as I longed to fly from you, and indignation gave me
strength to drain the cup to the dregs.
"But since I have read your letter I feel better. I do not regret you,
but I no longer hate you, and I do not wish to leave your life a prey to
remorse for having ruined mine. Be happy, be free from care; forget me.
I am still alive and I may live a long while.
It is a fact that you are not to blame; I was the one who was mad. Your
heart was not dry, but it was closed to me. You did not lie to me, but I
deceived myself. You were neither perjured nor cold; you simply did not
love me.
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