France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
But when the land breeze began to blow, toward evening, and to bring to
her nostrils the fragrance of the flowering rice-fields, she would go
forth into the wilderness, leaving Delmare and Ralph on the veranda, to
enjoy the aromatic infusion of the _faham_ and to loiter over their
cigars. She would climb to the top of some accessible peak, the extinct
crater of a former volcano, and gaze at the setting sun as it kindled
the red vapors of the atmosphere into flame and spread a sort of dust of
gold and rubies over the murmuring stalks of the sugar cane and the
glistening walls of the cliff. She rarely went down into the gorges of
the St. Gilles River, because the sight of the sea, although it
distressed her, fascinated her with its magnetic mirage. It seemed to
her that beyond those waves and that distant haze the magic apparition
of another land would burst upon her gaze. Sometimes the clouds on the
shore assumed strange forms in her eyes: at one time she would see a
white wave rise upon the ocean and describe a gigantic line which she
took for the façade of the Louvre; again two square sails would emerge
suddenly from the mist and recall to her mind the towers of Notre-Dame
at Paris, when the Seine sends up a dense mist which surrounds their
foundations and leaves them as if suspended in the sky; at other times
there were patches of pink clouds which, in their changing shapes,
imitated all the caprices of architecture in a great city. That woman's
mind slumbered in the illusions of the past, and she would quiver with
joy at sight of that magnificent Paris, whose realities were connected
with the most unhappy period of her life. A curious sort of vertigo
would take possession of her brain. Standing at a great height above the
shore, and watching the gorges that separated her from the ocean recede
before her eyes, it seemed as if she were flying swiftly through space
toward the fascinating city of her imagination. Dreaming thus, she would
cling to the rock against which she was leaning, and to one who had at
such times seen her eager eyes, her bosom heaving with impatient longing
and the horrifying expression of joy on her face, she would have seemed
to manifest all the symptoms of madness. And yet those were her hours of
pleasure, the only moments of well-being to which she looked forward
hopefully during the day. If her husband had taken it into his head to
forbid these solitary walks, I do not know what thought she would have
lived upon; for in her everything centred in a certain faculty of
inventing allusions, in an eager striving toward a point which was
neither memory, nor anticipation, nor hope, nor regret, but longing in
all its devouring intensity. Thus she lived for weeks and months beneath
the tropical sky, recognizing, loving, caressing but one shade,
cherishing but one chimera.
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