France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
Thus all Indiana's reflections, all her acts, all her sorrows were a
part of this great and terrible struggle between nature and
civilization. If the desert mountains of the island could have concealed
her long, she would assuredly have taken refuge among them on the day of
the assault upon her; but Bourbon was not of sufficient extent to afford
her a secure hiding-place, and she determined to place the sea and
uncertainty as to her place of refuge between her tyrant and herself.
When she had formed this resolution, she felt more at ease and was
almost gay and unconcerned at home. Delmare was so surprised and
delighted that he indulged apart in this brutal reasoning: that it was a
good thing to make women feel the law of the strongest now and then.
Thereafter she thought of nothing but flight, solitude and independence;
she considered in her tortured, grief-stricken brain innumerable plans
of a romantic establishment in the deserts of India or Africa. At night
she followed the flight of the birds to their resting-place at Ile
Rodrigue. That deserted island promised her all the pleasures of
solitude, the first craving of a broken heart. But the same reasons that
prevented her from flying to the interior of Bourbon caused her to
abandon the idea of seeking refuge in the small islands near by. She
often met at the house tradesmen from Madagascar, who had business
relations with her husband; dull, vulgar, copper-colored fellows who had
no tact or shrewdness except in forwarding their business interests.
Their stories attracted Madame Delmare's attention, none the less; she
enjoyed questioning them concerning the marvelous products of that
island, and what they told her of the prodigies performed by nature
there intensified more and more the desire that she felt to go and hide
herself away there. The size of the island and the fact that Europeans
occupied so small a portion of it led her to hope that she would never
be discovered. She decided upon that place, therefore, and fed her idle
mind upon dreams of a future which she proposed to create for herself,
unassisted. She was already building her solitary cabin under the shade
of a primeval forest, on the bank of a nameless river; she fancied
herself taking refuge under the protection of those savage tribes whom
the yoke of our laws and our prejudices has not debased. Ignorant
creature that she was, she hoped to find there the virtues that are
banished from our hemisphere, and to live in peace, unvexed by any
social constitution; she imagined that she could avoid the dangers of
isolation, escape the malignant diseases of the climate. A weak woman,
who could not endure the anger of one man, but flattered herself that
she could defy the hardships of uncivilized life!
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