France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
When the clock struck eleven all was silent and peaceful in the house.
Madame Delmare fell on her knees and prayed, weeping bitterly; for she
was about to burden her heart with a grievous sin, and from God alone
could come such forgiveness as she could hope to receive. She stole
softly into her husband's room. He was sleeping soundly; his features
were composed, his breathing regular. As she was about to withdraw, she
noticed in the shadows another person asleep in a chair. It was Ralph,
who had risen noiselessly and come to watch over her husband in his
sleep, to guard against accident.
"Poor Ralph!" thought Indiana; "what an eloquent and cruel reproach to
me!"
She longed to wake him, to confess everything to him, to implore him to
save her from herself; and then she thought of Raymon.
"One more sacrifice," she said to herself, "and the most cruel of
all--the sacrifice of my duty."
Love is woman's virtue; it is for love that she glories in her sins, it
is from love that she acquires the heroism to defy her remorse. The more
dearly it costs her to commit the crime, the more she will have deserved
at the hands of the man she loves. It is like the fanaticism that places
the dagger in the hand of the religious enthusiast.
She took from her neck a gold chain which came to her from her mother
and which she had always worn; she gently placed it around Ralph's neck,
as the last pledge of an everlasting friendship, then lowered the lamp
so that she could see her old husband's face once more, and make sure
that he was no longer ill. He was dreaming at that moment and said in a
faint, sad voice:
"Beware of that man, he will ruin you."
Indiana shuddered from head to foot and fled to her room. She wrung her
hands in pitiable uncertainty; then suddenly seized upon the thought
that she was no longer acting in her own interest but in Raymon's; that
she was going to him, not in search of happiness, but to make him happy,
and that, even though she were to be accursed for all eternity, she
would be sufficiently recompensed if she embellished her lover's life.
She rushed from the house and walked swiftly to the _Anse aux
Lataniers_, not daring to turn and look at what she left behind her.
She at once set about disinterring her bark basket and sat upon it,
trembling and silent, listening to the whistling of the wind, to the
plashing of the waves as they died at her feet, and to the shrill
groaning of the _satanite_ among the great bunches of seaweed that clung
to the steep sides of the cliffs; but all these noises were drowned by
the throbbing of her heart, which rang in her ears like a funeral knell.
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