France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
After two months she was discharged, without money or linen or effects,
weak and trembling, exhausted by an inflammatory brain fever which had
caused her life to be despaired of several times. When she found herself
in the street, alone, hardly able to walk, without friends, resources or
strength, when she made an effort to recall the particulars of her
situation and realized that she was hopelessly lost in that great city,
she had an indescribable thrill of terror and despair as she thought
that Raymon's fate had long since been decided and that there was not a
solitary person about her who could put an end to her horrible
uncertainty. The horror of desertion bore down with all its might upon
her crushed spirit, and the apathetic despair born of hopeless misery
gradually deadened all her faculties. In the mental numbness which she
felt stealing over her, she dragged herself to the harbor, and,
shivering with fever, sat down on a stone to warm herself in the
sunshine, gazing listlessly at the water plashing at her feet. She sat
there several hours, devoid of energy, of hope, of purpose; but suddenly
she remembered her clothes and her money, which she had left on the
_Eugène_, and which she might possibly recover; but it was nightfall,
and she dared not go among the sailors who were just leaving their work
with much rough merriment and question them concerning the ship.
Desiring, on the other hand, to avoid the attention she was beginning to
attract, she left the quay and concealed herself in the ruins of a house
recently demolished behind the great esplanade of Les Quinconces. There,
cowering in a corner, she passed that cold October night, a night laden
with bitter thoughts and alarms. At last the day broke; hunger made
itself felt insistent and implacable. She decided to ask alms. Her
clothes, although in wretched condition, still indicated more
comfortable circumstances than a beggar is supposed to enjoy. People
looked at her curiously, suspiciously, ironically, and gave her nothing.
Again she dragged herself to the quays, inquired about the _Eugène_ and
learned from the first waterman she addressed that she was still in the
roadstead. She hired him to put her aboard and found Random at
breakfast.
"Well, well, my fair passenger," he cried, "so you have returned from
Paris already! You have come in good time, for I sail to-morrow. Shall I
take you back to Bourbon?"
He informed Madame Delmare that he had caused search to be made for her
everywhere, that he might return what belonged to her. But Indiana had
not a scrap of paper upon her from which her name could be learned when
she was taken to the hospital. She had been entered on the books there
and also on the police books under the designation _unknown_; so the
captain had been unable to learn anything about her.
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