France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
But Raymon did not reply; his admirable presence of mind had abandoned
him. He was crushed with surprise, remorse and terror when he saw that
woman at his feet; he hid his face in his hands and longed for death.
"My God! my God! you don't speak to me, you don't kiss me, you have
nothing to say to me!" cried Madame Delmare, pressing Raymon's knees to
her breast; "is it because you cannot? Joy makes people ill, it kills
sometimes, I know! Ah! you are not well, you are suffocating, I
surprised you too suddenly! Try to look at me; see how pale I am, how
old I have grown, how I have suffered! But it was for you, and you will
love me all the better for it! Say one word to me, Raymon, just one."
"I would like to weep," said Raymon in a stifled tone.
"And so would I," said she, covering his hands with kisses. "Ah! yes,
that would do you good. Weep, weep on my bosom, and I will wipe your
tears away with my kisses. I have come to bring you happiness, to be
whatever you choose--your companion, your servant or your mistress.
Formerly I was very cruel, very foolish, very selfish. I made you suffer
terribly, and I refused to understand that I demanded what was beyond
your strength. But since then I have reflected, and as you are not
afraid to defy public opinion with me, I have no right to refuse to make
any sacrifice. Dispose of me, of my blood, of my life, as you will; I am
yours body and soul. I have travelled three thousand leagues to tell you
this, to give myself to you. Take me, I am your property, you are my
master."
I cannot say what infernal project passed rapidly through Raymon's
brain. He removed his clenched hands from his face and looked at Indiana
with diabolical _sang-froid_; then a wicked smile played about his lips
and made his eyes gleam, for Indiana was still lovely.
"First of all, we must conceal you," he said, rising.
"Why conceal me here?" she said; "aren't you at liberty to take me in
and protect me, who have no one but you on earth, and who, without you,
shall be compelled to beg on the public highway? Why, even society can
no longer call it a crime for you to love me; I have taken everything on
my own shoulders! But where are you going?" she cried, as she saw him
walking toward the door.
She clung to him with the terror of a child who does not wish to be left
alone a single instant, and dragged herself along on her knees behind
him.
His purpose was to lock the door; but he was too late. The door opened
before he could reach it, and Laure de Nangy entered. She seemed less
surprised than exasperated, and did not utter an exclamation, but
stooped a little to look with snapping eyes at the half-fainting woman
on the floor; then, with a cold, bitter, scornful smile, she said:
"Madame Delmare, you seem to enjoy placing three persons in a very
strange situation; but I thank you for assigning me the least ridiculous
rôle of the three, and this is how I discharge it. Be good enough to
retire."
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