France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"It is a matter of some importance," said Ralph; "but I have already
considered it, and this is what I have to suggest. The act that we are
about to undertake not being the result of a momentary mental
aberration, but of a deliberate determination formed after calm and
pious reflection, it is important that we should bring to it the
meditative seriousness of a Catholic receiving the sacraments of his
Church. For us the universe is the temple in which we adore God. In the
bosom of majestic, virgin nature we are impressed by the consciousness
of His power, pure of all human profanation. Let us go back to the
desert, therefore, so that we may be able to pray. Here, in this country
swarming with men and vices, in the bosom of this civilization which
denies God or disfigures Him, I feel that I should be ill at ease,
distraught and depressed. I would like to die cheerfully, with a serene
brow and with my eyes gazing heavenward. But where can we find heaven
here? I will tell you, therefore, the spot where suicide appeared to me
in its noblest and most solemn aspect. It is in Ile Bourbon, on the
verge of a precipice, on the summit of the cliff from which the
transparent cascade, surmounted by a gorgeous rainbow, plunges into the
lonely ravine of Bernica. That is where we passed the sweetest hours of
our childhood; that is where I bewailed the bitterest sorrows of my
life; that is where I learned to pray, to hope; that is where I would
like, during one of the lovely nights of that latitude, to bury myself
in those pure waters and go down into the cool, flower-decked grave
formed by the depths of the verdure-lined abyss. If you have no
predilection for any other spot, give me the satisfaction of offering up
our twofold sacrifice on the spot which witnessed the games of our
childhood and the sorrows of our youth."
"I agree," said Madame Delmare, placing her hand in Ralph's to seal the
compact. "I have always been drawn to the banks of the stream by an
invincible attraction, by the memory of my poor Noun. To die as she died
will be sweet to me; it will be an atonement for her death, which I
caused."
"Moreover," said Ralph, "another sea voyage, made under the influence of
other feelings than those which have agitated us hitherto, is the best
preparation we could imagine for communing with ourselves, for detaching
ourselves from earthly affections, for raising ourselves in unalloyed
purity to the feet of the Supreme Being. Isolated from the whole world,
always ready to leave this life with glad hearts, we shall watch with
enchanted eyes the tempest arouse the elements and unfold its
magnificent spectacles before us. Come, Indiana, let us go; let us shake
the dust of this ungrateful land from our feet. To die here, under
Raymon's eyes, would be to all appearance a mere commonplace, cowardly
revenge. Let us leave that man's punishment to God; and let us go and
beseech Him to open the treasures of His mercy to that barren and
ungrateful heart."
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