France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
As a bright flame burns amid dense clouds of smoke and scatters them, so
did the sacred fire that glowed in the depths of his being send forth
its brilliant light. The first time that that inflexible conscience
found itself delivered from its trammels and its fears, words came of
themselves to the assistance of his thoughts, and the man of mediocre
talents, who had never said any but commonplace things in his life,
became, in his last hour, eloquent and convincing as Raymon had never
been. Do not expect me to repeat to you the strange harangue that he
confided to the echoes of the vast solitude; not even he himself, if he
were here, could repeat it. There are moments of mental exaltation and
ecstasy when our thoughts are purified, subtilized, etherealized as it
were. These infrequent moments raise us so high, carry us so far out of
ourselves, that when we fall back upon the earth we lose all
consciousness and memory of that intellectual debauch. Who can
understand the anchorite's mysterious visions? Who can tell the dreams
of the poet before his exaltation cooled so that he could write them
down for us? Who can say what marvellous things are revealed to the soul
of the just man when Heaven opens to receive him? Ralph, a man so
utterly commonplace to all outward appearance--and yet an exceptional
man, for he firmly believed in God and consulted the book of his
conscience day by day--Ralph at that moment was adjusting his accounts
with eternity. It was the time to be himself, to lay bare his whole
moral being, to lay aside, before the Judge, the disguise that men had
forced upon him. Casting away the haircloth in which sorrow had
enveloped his bones, he stood forth sublime and radiant as if he had
already entered into the abode of divine rewards.
As she listened to him, it did not occur to Indiana to be surprised; she
did not ask herself if it were really Ralph who talked like that. The
Ralph she had known had ceased to exist, and he to whom she was
listening now seemed to be a friend whom she had formerly seen in her
dreams and who finally became incarnate for her on the brink of the
grave. She felt her own pure soul soar upward in the same flight. A
profound religious sympathy aroused in her the same emotions, and tears
of enthusiasm fell from her eyes upon Ralph's hair.
Thereupon, the moon rose over the tops of the great palms, and its
beams, shining between the branches of the convolvuli, enveloped Indiana
in a pale, misty light which made her resemble, in her white dress and
with her long hair falling over her shoulders, the wraith of some maiden
lost in the desert.
Sir Ralph knelt before her and said:
"Now, Indiana, you must forgive me for all the injury I have done you,
so that I may forgive myself for it."
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