France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"Forgive me, Indiana, forgive me! it is cruel perhaps to complain before
you, but this is the first time and the last; let me curse the
ungrateful wretch who has driven you to the grave. This terrible lesson
was necessary to open your eyes. In vain did a voice from Noun's
deathbed and Delmare's cry out to you: 'Beware of him, he will ruin
you!'--you were deaf: your evil genius led you on and, dishonored as you
are, public opinion condemns you and absolves him. He did all sorts of
evil and no heed was paid to it. He killed Noun and you forgot it; he
ruined you and you forgave him. You see, he had the art to dazzle the
eyes and deceive the mind; his adroit, deceitful words found their way
to the heart; his viper's glance fascinated; and if nature had given him
my metallic features and my dull intelligence she would have made a
perfect man of him.
"Yes, I say, may God punish him, for he was barbarous to you! or,
rather, may He forgive him, for perhaps he was more stupid than wicked!
He did not understand you; he did not appreciate the happiness he might
have enjoyed! Oh! you loved him so dearly! He might have made your life
so beautiful! In his place I would not have been virtuous; I would have
fled with you into the heart of the mountains; I would have torn you
from society to have you all to myself, and I should have had but one
fear, that you would not be accursed and abandoned sufficiently so that
I might be all in all to you. I would have been jealous of your
consideration, but not in the same way that he was; my aim would have
been to destroy it in order to replace it by my love. I should have
suffered intensely to see another man give you the slightest morsel of
pleasure, a moment's gratification; it would have been a theft from me;
for your happiness would have been my care, my property, my life, my
honor! Oh! how vain and how wealthy I would have been with this wild
ravine for my only home, these mountain trees for my only fortune, if
heaven had given them to me with your love! Let us weep, Indiana; it is
the first time in my life that I have wept; it is God's will that I
should not die without knowing that melancholy pleasure."
Ralph was weeping like a child. It was in very truth the first time that
stoical soul had ever given way to self-compassion; and yet there was in
those tears more sorrow for Indiana's fate than for his own.
"Do not weep for me," he said, seeing that her face too was bathed in
tears. "Do not pity me; your pity wipes out the whole past, and the
present is no longer bitter. Why should I suffer now? You no longer love
him."
"If I had known you as you are, Ralph, I should never have loved him,"
cried Madame Delmare; "it was your virtue that was my ruin."
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