France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"It is the image of a heart broken by sorrow," I said to her; "when
happiness comes back, it renews its youth and blooms again very
quickly."
Indiana gave me her hand and looked at Monsieur Brown with an
indescribable expression of affection and joy.
When night fell she went to her room, and Sir Ralph, bidding me sit
beside him on a bench in the garden, told me his history to the point at
which we dropped it in the last chapter.
There he made a long pause and seemed to have forgotten my presence
completely.
Impelled by my interest in his narrative, I decided to interrupt his
meditation by one last question.
He started like a man suddenly awakened; then, smiling pleasantly, he
said:
"My young friend, there are memories which we rob of their bloom by
putting them in words. Let it suffice you to know that I was fully
determined to kill Indiana with myself. But doubtless the consummation
of our sacrifice was still unrecorded in the archives of Heaven. A
doctor would tell you perhaps that a very natural attack of vertigo took
possession of my wits and led me astray as to the location of the path.
For my own part, who am not a doctor at all in such matters, I prefer to
believe that the angel of Abraham and Tobias, that beautiful white angel
with the blue eyes and the girdle of gold, whom you often saw in your
childish dreams, came down from Heaven on a moonbeam, and, as he hovered
in the trembling vapor of the cataract, stretched his silvery wings over
my gentle companion's head. The only thing that I am able to tell you is
that the moon sank behind the great peaks of the mountain and no ominous
sound disturbed the peaceful murmur of the waterfall; the birds on the
cliff did not take their flight until a white streak appeared on the
horizon; and the first ruddy beam that fell upon the clump of
orange-trees found me on my knees blessing God.
"Do not think, however, that I accepted instantly the unhoped-for
happiness which gave a new turn to my destiny. I was afraid to sound the
radiant future that was dawning for me; and when Indiana raised her eyes
and smiled upon me, I pointed to the waterfall and talked of dying.
"'If you do not regret having lived until this morning,' I said to her,
'we can both declare that we have tasted happiness in all its plenitude;
and it is an additional reason for ceasing to live, for perhaps my star
would pale to-morrow. Who can say that, on leaving this spot, on coming
forth from this intoxicating situation to which thoughts of death and
love have brought me, I shall not become once more the detestable brute
whom you despised yesterday? Will you not blush for yourself when you
find me again as you have always known me? Oh! Indiana, spare me that
horrible agony; it would be the complement of my destiny.'
"'Do you doubt your heart, Ralph?' said Indiana with an adorable
expression of love and confidence, 'or does not mine offer you
sufficient guarantee?'
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