United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- Social conditions -- Fiction
a hymn to the Heavenly powers, as consecrated as an _Ave Maria_, or
as Rossini's 'Inflammatus.' Are we lower than the bees, who wisely
discriminate between pure honey and poisonous sweets? Touching these
things, Lowell has nobly set us an example of
'Pleading for whatsoever touches life
With upward impulse: be He nowhere else,
God is in all that liberates and lifts,
In all that humbles, sweetens, and consoles,'
I think that in the matters you mention, you may safely defer to your
guardian's wishes, bearing always in mind this fact, that he
professes no religious faith; and praying God's Holy Spirit to guide
you, and keep your heart faithful and pure."
Regina longed to ask something more explicit concerning the stage,
but the thought of her mother peremptorily forbade a discussion that
seemed to imply censure of her profession.
"There is the bell for service. Are you not going to church this
afternoon?"
"No, dear, I am not very well; and besides, I promised to stay at
home, and see a poor old friend, who has no time to visit during the
week, and is just now in great affliction. You are not afraid to go
alone?"
"Not afraid, Mrs. Mason, still I wish you could go with me. When you
answer dear Mrs. Lindsay's letter ask her not to forget me, and tell
her I am trying to do right in all things, as far as I can see my
way. Good-bye, Mrs. Mason."
She bent her head, so that the faded placid lips could kiss her
cheek, and went out into the quiet street.
Instead of turning homeward, she hastened in an opposite direction,
toward a small brick church whose bell was ringing, and whose
afternoon service she had several times attended with Mrs. Mason.
Walking more slowly as she approached the building, she had not yet
reached it, when steps which she had heard behind her for several
minutes, paused at her side.
"Regina, is this the way home?"
"Good-evening, Mr. Palma. I am going to church."
Although he had been absent a week he did not even offer his hand,
and it never occurred to her to remind him of the omission.
"Are you in the habit of coming here alone? If so, your visits to
this neighbourhood cease."
"Mrs. Mason has always accompanied me until this after noon, and as
she could not leave home I came alone."
"I prefer you should not attend strange churches without a companion,
and now I will see you safely home."
She looked up, saw a few persons ascending the broad steps, and her
soul rose in rebellion;
"What possible harm can overtake me in God's house? Don't try to
stand between me and my duty."
"Do you not consider obedience to my wishes part of your duty?"
"Sometimes, sir; but not when it conflicts with my conscience."
"What is conscience?"
"The feeling God put into my soul when He gave it to me, to teach me
right from wrong."
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