Ingleside; $b or, Without Christ and with HimLeslie, Madeline
Religion
Ingleside; $b or, Without Christ and with Him
Leslie, Madeline
Christian fiction, American; Christian life -- Fiction; Country life -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Rural churches -- Fiction
"O Miss Howard! it frightens me to think how bad I was at the mission
school. I used to whisper and set the girls to laughing, and waste my
thread, and do so many naughty things. Miss Farnum ought to have put
me out. But if she had," sighing, "I never should have learned that
good prayer" (speaking with great awe) "and then what should I have
done when I was in such trouble?
"I used to kneel in the corner and repeat it over and over till it
seemed like I heard Jesus' voice say, 'I will, child.' Once when
he"—she always alluded to her husband as he—"came home drunk, and
beat me, I worried 'cause I couldn't get to my corner and kneel down.
I did manage to sit up in bed and put my hands together as you told
us, and I said it over and over in my heart. I thought, maybe as He
knows all about us, He'd know how it hurt me to move, and wouldn't
mind if I did cry and moan, 'cause I couldn't help it."
"My poor child. I am very glad you knew where to go for comfort.
Did you ever try to form a prayer for yourself?"
"No, ma'am, not a prayer. I wasn't fit for it, you know; but when he
was swearing and threatening to kill me,—not him, but rum,—I used
to whisper, O God, pity me. Dear Jesus, take away the bad heart that
makes him treat me so. Once after I had asked God to make him good
and help me to be patient, he came and looked at me as I lay on the
straw. He wasn't drunk then, and he said, 'I'm sorry for your sake
you ever saw me, Esther.' His voice was real kind, like as though
he pitied me. When he'd gone, I told Jesus about it. Was it
naughty?" as she saw Miss Howard suddenly put her handkerchief
to her eyes, "and I loved Jesus Christ so much that I forgot all
the pain in my head and my side, so I fell asleep."
CHAPTER VII.
ESTHER'S FORGIVENESS.
NO one but a faithful Christian worker in Christ's vineyard
can understand the encouragement such a revelation as that described
in the last chapter is to those who have been for years sowing
good seed and waiting for the harvest.
Esther, for years a member of the mission Sunday school,—light and
frivolous, seemingly almost incapable of retaining any of the
teachings repeated Sunday after Sunday in her hearing,—had been
impressed by something in this simple prayer which the gracious
spirit of God had fixed in her memory. It seemed to have been the
"word in season," which had come back to her in her hours of deepest
need, and proved to her in truth that God was really a loving Father
watching over and pitying His sorrowing children.
Marion related the incident which had so deeply affected her to her
friend in England adding, "I suppose I may learn from this a lesson
of trust. We have the glorious privilege of sowing the seed in the
hearts of these poor waifs. It is God's part, which He has promised
to do, to help it to sink into the light soil and spring up
to everlasting life.
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