Ingleside; $b or, Without Christ and with HimLeslie, Madeline
Religion
Ingleside; $b or, Without Christ and with Him
Leslie, Madeline
Christian fiction, American; Christian life -- Fiction; Country life -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Rural churches -- Fiction
It was this trait, so congenial to Marion Howard, which drew her
to him and led her to suppose he was actuated by love to his
Divine Master. In this she was mistaken. In his inmost soul
Mr. Lambert accused God of having dealt hardly with him, more hardly
than he deserved. He had been wounded in the house of his friends.
When his heart had been most vulnerable, there it had been pierced.
He had never forgiven nor forgotten the blow. Sometimes, when the
recollection of all he had been made to suffer came upon him,
he hated himself that he did not revenge himself on all mankind.
"I owe no man anything," was one of his favorite mottoes; but after
he became acquainted with Marion Howard he did not take much comfort
from it. How closely after their first meeting he had watched her!
How he longed to find her halting! But no, her motions were too
transparent. She had genuine love to God as her Father, to Christ
as her Saviour, and it was from this love her kindness to all around
her sprang. This he had been forced to acknowledge when analyzing
her character. It unsettled him and made him more irritable.
Sometimes, when he found himself softened under her influence,
he would recall all the injuries heaped on him,—injuries that
had blasted his happiness forever.
In his early days he had been a ripe scholar, a graduate from one
of our best colleges. He had read on many subjects, and among others
on the subject of Christianity. He had read in the Old and New
Testaments, but his heart remained cold in the midst of sacred fire.
At times in his life he had taken pleasure in railing and ranting
against everything sacred. In connection with the holiest Bible
teachings he had used the words "bigotry" and "humbuggery" and
"cant," till he almost convinced himself that what he said was true.
Almost, but not quite. There was still a spark of truth left in him,
if only it could be ignited. He had been thinking of these questions
when he called on Marion and asked whether she believed in churches,
dogmas, etc. Her words, the earnestness, the assurance she expressed
that the Gospel of Christ was indeed good news to men, that in order
to live a good life we must believe on Him and follow His example,
came home to his heart. He could not shake off the fear that he had
been mistaken. He lost his sleep, and at last became so nervous and
unsettled, so irritable and unmanageable, that his valet insisted
he should summon a physician.
This was his state when Marion came to his bedside. After she left
he called for pen and ink, and wrote out, as well as he could recall
it, every word of her prayer. This he put in his pocketbook and read
over many times in a day, never without tears. The gracious
Spirit of God was near, watching, waiting to be gracious.
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