Ingleside; $b or, Without Christ and with HimLeslie, Madeline
Religion
Ingleside; $b or, Without Christ and with Him
Leslie, Madeline
Christian fiction, American; Christian life -- Fiction; Country life -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Rural churches -- Fiction
I HAD only been in Madrid a few weeks before I found that my husband
was jealous, unreasonably jealous. He was so exacting that he
demanded all my attention. If I conversed with my old acquaintances,
young or old, of either sex, he made a scene. My father remonstrated,
and they came to open fight, my husband declaring that he would have
no interference with his wife. To avoid quarrelling I gave up
society, and even at my father's table became constrained in manner,
scarcely daring to speak lest I should meet the reproachful eyes
of my husband fixed upon me. Finding that even this reticence did not
satisfy him, I went to the other extreme, talked and laughed—yes,
and flirted too,—with any one. This went on for more than a year.
I need not say that we were both wretched; for, strange as it was,
I still loved my husband, in memory of the few weeks of unalloyed
happiness after our marriage. I think he loved me, too, though he had
greatly changed,—grown cold and sarcastic.
"I was driving out one afternoon in company with a servant, when I
met a traveller, alone and on foot, who started at my approach, gazed
fixedly in my face as we slowly passed, and then ran after the
carriage. I was in delicate health, and his sudden reappearance
greatly startled me. In his excitement he did not notice my fright;
but, speaking a few words in English, he forced me to alight and join
him at a distance. It was Henreich, my brother, my long-lost idol,
shattered and destroyed. The fiercest passions lighted his
magnificent eyes. He asked for father, and cursed both him and his
own bad luck that our parents still lived. When I hurriedly told him
I was married, he was so angry he would have struck me. He asked
for money, saying, repeatedly,—
"'I must have money. I will have my portion of the estate. By fair
means or foul, I will have what I want.'"
"I could not get away from him till I had given him my purse and
every jewel I had about me, and had promised to meet him at night
in a retired part of our grounds,—I thought I could steal away
unobserved.
"Perhaps I could have done so but for the servant, who was afterwards
discovered to be a spy my husband had set upon me, who told him
of the strange meeting as soon as we returned home. He had never
heard my brother's name, and must have wondered at my conduct.
"I went instantly to my chamber, where Mr.— soon joined me, coming
to the couch where I lay, and gazing in my face with such marks of
agony as I could not account for.
"At that moment my love came upon me with all its fervor. I put up my
arms and drew him down to me, and wept on his shoulder. I kissed him
repeatedly, and did not notice at the time that my caresses were not
returned. I was so exhausted by what had passed that I fell asleep.
I woke, shouting,—
"Henreich! O Henreich, go away! Why did you come back?'
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