Innocent : $b a tale of modern lifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Innocent : $b a tale of modern life
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Poor Innocent could not stand against this torrent of reproof. She
shrank back into a corner, and cried and sobbed. It seemed to her that
heaven and earth had risen up against her, now that Frederick “scolded”
her too. She had done no harm. But what an evening, what a round of
miserable adventures she had gone through! Her limbs were aching with
fatigue, and her mind with fright and terror. He had seemed to her the
very messenger of heaven for her deliverance. Her cry when she saw him
was one of those outcries of pure joy which sound keen and sharp as if a
pang were in them. Out of the darkness, the forlornness, the utter
misery, he appeared to her like an angel. But when the angel began to
scold her, poor Innocent, muddy and wretched, shrank up into her corner.
For the first time a consciousness of her own foolishness came across
her mind. How could he, so spotless and smooth as he was, touch or look
at her, with mud on her dress, with her old cloak wet with the rain, and
her hair hanging limp and damp upon her shoulders? Yes, she deserved to
be scolded: she perceived this for perhaps the first time in her life.
“When you have done crying,” said Frederick, still savage, “perhaps you
will explain to me what ridiculous cause brought you to this plight.
Have you run away entirely? Where were you going? What do you want! You
little fool! They are far kinder to you at home than any one would be
anywhere else. You would gain very little, I can tell you, by running
away.”
“I did not mean to run away,” said Innocent, crying softly as it were,
under her breath.
“You will find no other people so foolish,” said Frederick savagely.
“What did you want? what were you thinking of? Good heavens! you are a
girl, are you, and not a spirit of mischief? Fancy my dismay when I saw
you--you, who ought to have been safe and sound at home, questioned by a
policeman in the midst of a London crowd! Try and imagine how
disgraceful such a thing is to yourself--how exasperating to me.”
“Oh, Frederick!” cried the girl, overwhelmed by his reproaches, and
roused into understanding by the sharpness of the pain to which she was
subjected, “I did not mean it. Do not be angry: it was not my fault----”
“Not your fault!” he cried in his rage. “Good heavens! if it had not
been that I was afraid you might get into some still more disgraceful
scrape, I should have left you to your fate. The thought did go through
my mind. If this were known, nobody would ever speak to you again;
nobody would believe your excuses. Not your fault! What made you come
out at all, away from home?”
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