Innocent : $b a tale of modern lifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Innocent : $b a tale of modern life
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The result, so far as Innocent was concerned, was that she was taken
tenderly up-stairs, and committed to the care of Alice, who put her to
bed, and questioned her over again, making her own reflections on the
adventure. Innocent cried herself to sleep, sobbing while drowsiness
crept over her, and waking up to sob again. The groans of the old woman
in the chapel possessed her brain, and the strange black desolation of
the streets, which every time she dropped asleep seemed to enfold her
again, frightening her back out of the world of dreams to feel for the
first time the soothing of the firelight, and the kindly warmth and
comfort of her little room. These, however, were but superficial
tortures. The one which gave them their hold upon her, and which had
indeed produced a sort of half awakening of her spiritual nature, was
the terrible disappointment of being “scolded” by Frederick. She knew no
more tragical word to use, even in her own mind. He had forsaken her.
She dwelt upon the fact with an acute pang, almost like the birth-pang
of the soul which had not yet come to life within her. Almost, but not
altogether--for the impulses of that high and potent inspiration of pain
died off, when they reached the intolerable point, into vague childish
moaning over an unexpected unkindness. Her only moral standing-ground in
this vague uncertain world had failed her--Frederick had scolded her.
The two things sound very different, yet in the feverish and confused
musings of this poor undeveloped nature they were the same.
The party in the drawing-room were moved by very different feelings. The
young people could not understand their mother. She had been crying,
with her head bent down into her hands. To Nelly the incident was
disagreeable and annoying, but not tragic; while to Frederick it had
become chiefly an occasion of fault-finding. To think that it was
somebody’s fault was a great relief to his mind.
“Why do you let her stray about as she likes? Why don’t you make her
stay in the room with you? Why don’t you give her something to do?
Surely there are people enough in the house to see that a child like
that is not wandering about at her own will wherever she pleases?” he
said.
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