Innocent : $b a tale of modern lifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Innocent : $b a tale of modern life
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“Show him into Mr. Jones’s room,” said Frederick, with an effort. Jones
was absent on leave, and his room was a safe place, where a disagreeable
visitor might be encountered without any more harm than was involved in
the sight of him. Then he did what he could to prepare himself for the
meeting. He buttoned his coat, and took his hat and cane by way of
showing that he was about to leave the office, and had little time for
colloquy. He tried to make up in his mind in desperate haste what to say
about the money, and he tried at the same time, the one attempt mingling
with the other, and confusing it, to make up some story for home, to
elicit a few more of those most necessary banknotes. It is dreadful to
think how many well-looking, faultlessly-dressed young gentlemen in the
public service like Frederick Eastwood, looking self-possessed enough
for any emergency, and superior enough to crush into insignificance the
greater part of their fellow-creatures, should be secretly occupied in
making up hasty and clumsy inventions like this, to stave off the paying
of money, or to coax it out of well-guarded pockets. Frederick walked
along the passage as slowly as he could towards Jones’s room. Wretched
little Innocent! it was all her fault that he had been seduced into this
expenditure, and put in this man’s power. Frederick remembered vividly
how objectionable the man’s loud voice and coarse geniality had been to
him when, with a bad headache and a sinking heart, he sat and studied
“Bradshaw,” and counted out his last francs in the Paris hotel. What
must he seem now, when he no longer had it in his power to be of use,
and appeared only in the guise of a creditor, always an odious character
to appear in? Frederick walked into the room at last with something of
the feelings which must move the poor wretch who marches to his
execution. Could he have followed his own will, ropes would not have
sufficed to drag him whither his reluctant feet now paced with that
appearance of voluntary motion which is often such a miserable pretence.
To how many places do we go thus, pretending to do it of our own free
will--to balls and dinner parties, and other festive meetings, to our
own marriage sometimes, to every kind of act in which we are--heaven
help us!--free agents, as the jargon goes. Frederick’s feelings were
doubtless exaggerated, for, after all, he owed this man not much over
fifty pounds. But then the man could tell things of him which he fondly
hoped were known to no one in his own sphere--as if there was anything
in any man’s life of a disagreeable or disgraceful kind which was not
known!
Batty met him with the greatest cordiality, with a large red dirty hand
outstretched, and smiles of genial welcome.
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