Innocent : $b a tale of modern lifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Innocent : $b a tale of modern life
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“I wanted to say to you, Innocent, that you must give up this habit of
watching for me,” he said. “No doubt it is very kind of you. I did not
mind it so much when you were quite a stranger, and of course knew me
best--and when the nights were darker you were not so much noticed at
the window. But now you must recollect it is quite light, and a great
girl like you is remarked. People will say unkind things about you. They
will say, for instance, that you are fond--of me.”
“I am fond of you,” she said, with the tears in her eyes.
“That is all very well,” said Frederick, “but we must not go too far.
Don’t let me see you there again. Girls ought to know these things
without being told. You are a great girl, almost grown up: and you know
the others now almost as well as you know me. I should have told you
this in the morning, but I forgot. Altogether, Innocent, there must be a
change. I had thought your own sense would teach you--and I thought
that what I said this morning---- But you compel me to speak plainly,”
said Frederick, seeing the face of his mother looking out from the
drawing-room, and feeling inspired by the thought that he would himself
be called to question for this interview with Innocent. He was
determined, however, at whatever risk to “put a stop to this sort of
thing.” And the annoyance to which he had himself been subjected gave
him strength and courage. It seems only right that we should have
compensation, and afflict others when trouble has come to ourselves.
Innocent made no answer. She walked silently by his side, overcome by
the bitterness of this sudden onslaught when she had expected quite the
reverse. Poor child, her earliest training was all emotional; the
severest kind of mental discipline. When he made her a sign to come out
to him, she had thought he meant to be kinder, more affectionate than
usual, more like what he used to be when he travelled with her, and
cared for her in everything. How quickly, how gladly she had rushed out,
leaving the door open behind her, as Brownlow remembered long
afterwards. And to find that all her pleasant expectations were to end
in a new and utterly unprovoked _accès_ of scolding! She tried hard not
to cry, her pride being hurt at last, but the large tears dropped down
her cheeks, as she went silently along the walk by his side. She put up
her hand furtively to dash them away. She turned her head from him that
he might not see them. Was it the same Frederick who had kissed her
before he went out, who had always been good to her, except last night?
But she could not say anything either in defence or submission. She was
too deeply and cruelly disappointed to have any power of speech left.
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