"MY LITTLE WILDING!--When you read this I shall be gone to that
wonderful world which all the clergymen tell us about, but which none
of them are in any great hurry to see for themselves. I hope--and I
sometimes believe--such a world exists--and that perhaps it is a place
where a man may sow seed and raise crops as well and as prosperously as
on Briar Farm--however, I'm praying I may not be taken till I've seen
you safely wed to Robin--and yet, something tells me this will not be;
and that's the something that makes me write this letter and put it
with the pearls that are, by my will, destined for you on your
marriage-morning. I'm writing it, remember, on the same night I've told
you all about yourself--the night of the day the doctor gave me my
death-warrant. I may live a year,--I may live but a week,--it will be
hard if I may not live to see you married!--but God's will must be
done. The bank-notes folded in this letter make up four hundred
pounds--and this money you can spend as you like--on your clothes for
the bridal, or on anything you fancy--I place no restriction on you as
to its use. When a maid weds there are many pretties she needs to buy,
and the prettier they are for you the better shall I be pleased.
Whether I live or whether I die, you need say nothing of this money to
Robin, or to anyone. It is your own absolutely--to do as you like with.
I am thankful to feel that you will be safe in Robin's loving care--for
the world is hard on a woman left alone as you would be, were it not
for him. I give you my word that if I had any clue, however small, to
your real parentage, I would write down here for you all I know--but I
know nothing more than I have told you. I have loved you as my own
child and you have been the joy of my old days. May God bless you and
give you joy and peace in Briar Farm!--you and your children, and your
children's children! Amen!
"Your 'Dad'
"HUGO JOCELYN."
She read this to the end, and then some tension in her brain seemed to
relax, and she wept long and bitterly, her head bent down on the letter
and her bright hair falling over it. Presently, checking her sobs, she
rose, and looked about her in a kind of dream--the familiar little room
seemed to have suddenly become strange to her, and she thought she saw
standing in one corner a figure clad in armour,--its vizor was up,
showing a sad pale face and melancholy eyes--the lips moved--and a
sighing murmur floated past her ears--"Mon coeur me soutien!" A cold
terror seized her, and she trembled from head to foot--then the vision
or hallucination vanished as swiftly and mysteriously as it had
appeared. Rallying her forces, she gradually mastered the overpowering
fear which for a moment had possessed her,--and folding up Hugo
Jocelyn's last letter, she kissed it, and placed it in her bosom. The
bank-notes were four in number--each for one hundred pounds;--these she
put in an envelope, and shut them in the drawer containing her secret
manuscript.
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