That night Innocent made an end of all her hesitation. Resolutely she
put away every thought that could deter her from the step she was now
resolved to take. Poor old Priscilla little imagined the underlying
cause of the lingering tenderness with which the girl kissed her
"good-night," looking back with more than her usual sweetness as she
went along the corridor to her own little room. Once there, she locked
and bolted the door fast, and then set to work gathering a few little
things together and putting them in a large but light-weight satchel,
such as she had often used to carry some of the choicest apples from
the orchard when they were being gathered in. Her first care was for
her manuscript,--the long-treasured scribble, kept so secretly and so
often considered with hope and fear, and wonder and doubting--then she
took one or two of the more cherished volumes which had formerly been
the property of the "Sieur Amadis" and packed them with it. Choosing
only the most necessary garments from her little store, she soon filled
her extemporary travelling-bag, and then sat down to write a letter to
Robin. It was brief and explicit.
"DEAR ROBIN,"--it ran--"I have left this beloved home. It is impossible
for me to stay. Dad left me some money in bank-notes in that sealed
letter--so I want for nothing. Do not be anxious or unhappy--but marry
soon and forget me. I know you will always be good to Priscilla--tell
her I am not ungrateful to her for all her care of me. I love her
dearly. But I am placed in the world unfortunately, and I must do
something that will help me out of the shame of being a burden on
others and an object of pity or contempt. If you will keep the old
books Dad gave me, and still call them mine, you will be doing me a
great kindness. And will you take care of Cupid?--he is quite a clever
bird and knows his friends. He will come to you or Priscilla as easily
as he comes to me. Good-bye, you dear, kind boy! I love you very much,
but not as you want me to love you,--and I should only make you
miserable if I stayed here and married you. God bless you! "INNOCENT."
She put this in an envelope and addressed it,--then making sure that
everything was ready, she took a few sovereigns from the little pile of
housekeeping money which Priscilla always brought to her to count over
every week and compare with the household expenses.
"I can return these when I change one of Dad's bank-notes," she said to
herself--"but I must have something smaller to pay my way with just now
than a hundred pounds."
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