A faint little thrill of dread ran through her slight frame--thoughts
began to oppress her and shake her courage--she resolutely put them
away and bent herself to the practical side of action. Re-attiring
herself in the plain black dress and hat which Priscilla had got for
her mourning garb, she waited patiently for the first peep of
daylight--a daylight which was little more than darkness--and then,
taking her satchel, she crept softly out of her room, never once
looking back. There was nothing to stay her progress, for the great
mastiff Hero, since Hugo Jocelyn's death, had taken to such dismal
howling that it had been found necessary to keep him away from the
house in, a far-off shed where his melancholy plaints could not be
heard. Treading with light, soundless footsteps down the stairs, she
reached the front-door,--unbarred and unlocked it without any noise,
and as softly closed it behind her,--then she stood in the open,
shivering slightly in the sweet coldness of the coming dawn, and
inhaling the fragrance of awakening unseen flowers. She knew of a gap
in the hedge by means of which she could leave the garden without
opening the big farm-gate which moved on rather creaking hinges--and
she took this way over a couple of rough stepping-stones. Once out on
the old by-road she paused. Briar Farm looked like a house in a
dream--there was not enough daylight yet to show its gables distinctly,
and it was more like the shadowy suggestion of a building than any
actual substance. Yet there was something solemn and impressive in its
scarcely defined outline--to the girl's sensitive imagination it was
like the darkened and disappearing vision of her youth and
happiness,--a curtain falling, as it were, between the past and the
future like a drop-scene in a play.
"Good-bye, Briar Farm!" she whispered, kissing her hand to the quaintly
peaked roof just dimly perceptible--"Good-bye, dear, beloved home! I
shall never forget you! I shall never see anything like you! Good-bye,
peace and safety!--good-bye!"
The tears rushed to her eyes, and for the moment blinded her,--then,
overcoming this weakness, she set herself to walk quickly and steadily
away. Up the old by-road, through the darkness of the overhanging
trees, here and there crossed by pale wandering gleams of fitful light
from the nearing dawn, she moved swiftly, treading with noiseless
footsteps as though she thought the unseen spirits of wood and field
might hear and interrupt her progress--and in a few minutes she found
herself upon the broad highway branching right and left and leading in
either direction to the wider world. Briar Farm had disappeared behind
the trees,--it was as though no such place existed, so deeply was it
hidden.
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