She gave a deep and weary sigh. Three hours! Hardly till then had she
realised how far she was from Briar Farm--or how entirely she had cut
herself off from all the familiar surroundings of her childhood's home,
her girlhood's life. She leaned back in her seat, and one or two tears
escaped from under her drooping eyelids and trickled slowly down her
cheeks. The train started off again, rushing at what she thought an
awful speed,--she imagined herself as being torn away from the peaceful
past and hurled into a stormy future. Yet it was her own
doing--whatever chanced to her now she would have no one but herself to
blame. The events of the past few days had crushed and beaten her so
with blows,--the old adage "Misfortunes never come singly" had been
fulfilled for her with cruel and unlooked-for plenitude. There is a
turning-point in every human life--or rather several
turning-points--and at each one are gathered certain threads of destiny
which may either be involved in a tangle or woven distinctly as a
clue--but which in any case lead to change in the formerly accepted
order of things. We may thank the gods that this is so--otherwise in
the jog-trot of a carefully treasured conservatism and sameness of
daily existence we should become the easy prey of adventurers, who,
discovering our desire for the changelessness of a convenient and
comfortable routine, would mulct us of all individuality. Our very
servants would become our masters, and would take advantage of our
easy-going ways to domineer over us, as in the case of "lone ladies"
who are often half afraid to claim obedience from the domestics they
keep and pay. Ignorant of the ways of the world and full of such dreams
as the world considers madness, Innocent had acted on a powerful inward
impetus which pushed her spirit towards liberty and independence--but
of any difficulties or dangers she might have to encounter she never
thought. She had the blind confidence of a child that runs along
heedless of falling, being instinctively sure that some hand will be
stretched out to save it should it run into positive danger.
Mastering the weakness of tears, she furtively dried her eyes and
endeavoured not to think at all--not to dwell on the memory of her
"Dad" whom she had loved so tenderly, and all the sweet surroundings of
Briar Farm which already seemed so far away. Robin would be sorry she
had gone--indeed he would be very miserable for a time--she was certain
of that!--and Priscilla! yes, Priscilla had loved her as her own
child,--here her thoughts began running riot again, and she moved
impatiently. Just then the old gentleman with the "Morning Post" folded
it neatly and, bending forward, offered it to her.
"Would you like to see the paper?" he asked, politely.
The warm colour flushed her cheeks--she accepted it shyly.
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