"Richard," she said--"You are a good man, and you hold very strong
opinions about truth and honour and all that sort of thing. I don't
believe you could ever understand badness--real, downright
badness--could you?"
"Badness? ... in that child?" he exclaimed.
She gave an impatient, angry gesture.
"Dear me, you are perfectly obsessed by 'that child,' as you call her!"
she answered--"You had better know the truth then at once,--'that
child' is my daughter!"
"Your daughter?--your--your--"
The words died on his lips--he staggered slightly as though under a
sudden physical blow, and gripped the mantelpiece behind him with one
hand.
"Good God!" he half whispered--"What do you mean?--you have had no
children--"
"Not by you,--no!" she said, with a flash of scorn--"Not in marriage,
that church-and-law form of union!--but by love and passion--yes!
Stop!--do not look at me like that! I have not been false to you--I
have not betrayed you! Your honour has been safe with me! It was before
I met you that this thing happened."
He stood rigid and very pale.
"Before you met me?"
"Yes. I was a silly, romantic, headstrong girl,--my parents were
compelled to go abroad, and I was left in the charge of one of my
mother's society friends--a thoroughly worldly, unprincipled woman
whose life was made up of intrigue and gambling. And I ran away with a
man--Pierce Armitage--"
"Pierce Armitage!"
The name broke from him like a cry of agony.
"Yes--Pierce Armitage. Did you know him?"
He looked at her with eyes in which there was a strange horror.
"Know him? He was my best friend!"
She shrugged her shoulders, and a slight weary smile parted her lips.
"Well, you never told me,--I have never heard you mention his name. But
the world is a small place!--and when I was a girl he was beginning to
be known by a good many people. Anyhow, he threw up everything in the
way of his art and work, and ran away with me. I went quite
willingly--I took a maid whom we bribed,--we pretended we were married,
and we had a charming time together--a time of real romance, till he
began to get tired and want change--all men are like that! Then he
became a bore with a bad temper. He certainly behaved very well when he
knew the child was coming, and offered to marry me in real earnest--but
I refused."
"You refused!" Lord Blythe echoed the words in a kind of stupefied
wonderment.
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