"I think I lost a good deal more than myself and my name!" he went on.
"I believe if I had stayed in England I should have won something of a
reputation. But--you see, I really loved Maude--in a stupid man's way
of love,--I didn't want to worry her or remind her of her phase of
youthful madness with me--or cause scandal to her in any way--"
"But did you ever think of the child?" interrupted Blythe, suddenly.
Armitage looked up.
"Think of it? Of course I did! The place where I left it was called
Briar Farm,--a wonderful old sixteenth-century house--I made a drawing
of it once when the apple-blossom was out--and the owner of it, known
as Farmer Jocelyn, had a wonderful reputation in the neighbourhood for
integrity and kindness. I left the child with him--one stormy night in
autumn--saying I would come back for it--of course I never did--but for
twelve years I sent money for it from different places in Europe--and
before I left England I told Maude where it was, in case she ever
wanted to see it--not that such an idea would ever occur to her! I
thought the probabilities were that the farmer, having no children of
his own, would be likely to adopt the one left on his hands, and that
she would grow up a happy, healthy country lass, without a care, and
marry some good, sound, simple rustic fellow. But you know everything,
I suppose!--or so your looks imply. Is the child alive?"
Lord Blythe held up his hand.
"Now, Pierce, it is my turn," he said--"Your share in the story I
already knew in part--but one thing you have not told me--one wrong you
have not confessed."
"Oh, there are a thousand wrongs I have committed," said Armitage, with
a slight, weary gesture. "Life and love have both disappointed me--and
I suppose when that sort of thing happens a man goes more or less to
the dogs--"
"Life and love have disappointed a good many folks," said
Blythe--"Women perhaps more than men. And one woman especially, who
hardly merited disappointment--one who loved you very truly,
Pierce!--have you any idea who it is I mean?"
Armitage moved restlessly,--a slight flush coloured his face.
"You mean Lavinia Leigh?" he said--"Yes--I behaved like a cad. I know
it! But--I could not help myself. Maude drew me on with her lovely eyes
and smile! And to think she is dead!--all that beauty in the
grave!--cold and mouldering!" He covered his eyes with one hand, and a
visible tremor shook him. "Somehow I have always fancied her as young
as ever and endowed with a sort of earthly immortality! She was so
bright, so imperious, so queen-like! You ask me why I did not let you
know I was living? Blythe, I would have died in very truth by my own
hand rather than trouble her peace in her married life with you!" He
paused--then glanced up at his friend, with the wan flicker of a
smile--"And--do you know Lavinia Leigh?"
"I do," answered Blythe--"I know and honour her! And--your daughter is
with her now!"
Armitage sprang up.
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