"He will come back--he must come back! Amadis!--Amadis!--you will not
leave me all alone?--No, no, you cannot be so cruel!" She stretched out
her arms as though to embrace some invisible treasure in the
air--"Priscilla! ... Priscilla!" Then as Priscilla took her gently
round the waist and tried to calm her she began to laugh again. "The
old motto!--you remember it?--the motto of the Sieur Amadis de
Jocelin!--'Mon coeur me soutien!' You know what it means--'My heart
sustains me.' Yes--and you know why his heart is so strong? Because it
is made of stone! A stone heart can sustain anything!--it is hard and
firm and cold--no rain, no tears can soften it!--no flowers ever grow
on it--it does not beat--it feels nothing--nothing!"--and her hands
dropped wearily at her sides. "It is not like MY heart! my heart burns
and aches--it is a foolish heart, and my brain is a foolish brain--I
cannot think with it--it is all dark and confused! And I have no one to
help me--I am all alone in the world!"
"Innocent!" cried Robin passionately--"Oh, my love, my darling!--try to
recall your dear wandering mind! You are here in the old home you used
to love so well--you are not alone--you never shall be alone any more.
I am with you to love you and take care of you--I have loved you
always--I shall love you till I die!"
She looked at him with a sudden smile.
"Robin!--It is Robin!--you poor boy! You always talked like that!--but
you must not love me,--I have no love to give you--I would make you
happy if I could, but I cannot!"
A violent shudder as of icy cold shook her limbs--she stretched out her
hands pitifully.
"Would you take me somewhere to sleep?" she murmured--"I am very tired!
And when he comes you will wake me--I will not keep him a moment
waiting! Tell him I am quite well--and that I knew he did not mean to
be unkind--"
Her voice broke--she tottered and nearly fell. Robin caught her in his
arms and laid her gently back in the chair, where she seemed to lapse
into unconsciousness. He turned a white, desperate face on Priscilla.
"What is to be done?" he asked,--"Shall I go for the doctor?"
Priscilla shook her head.
"The doctor would be no use," she answered--"She's just fairly worn out
and wants rest. Her little room is ready,--I've kept it aired, and the
bed made warm and cosy ever since she went away--lest she should ever
come back sudden like... could you carry her up, d'ye think? She'll be
better in her bed--and she would come to herself quicker."
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