career?
"For, after all, I am only a farmer," he said--"And with the friends
she has made for herself she might marry any one! The best way for me
will be to give her time--time to recover from this--this terrible
trouble she seems to have on her mind--this curse of that fancy for
Amadis de Jocelyn!--by Heaven, I'd kill him without a minute's grace if
I had him in my power!"
Still pacing to and fro and thinking, he wore the slow hours away, and
at last the grey peep of a misty, silvery dawn peered through his
window. He threw the lattice open and leaned out--the scent of the wet
fields and trees after the night's storm was sweet and refreshing, and
copied his heated blood. He reviewed the whole situation with greater
calmness,--and decided that he must not be selfish enough to grasp at
the proffered joy of marriage with the only woman he had ever loved
unless he could be made sure that it would be for her own happiness.
"Just now she hardly knows what she is saying or doing," he mused,
sadly--"Some great disappointment has broken her spirit and she is
wounded and in pain,--but when she is quite herself and has mastered
her grief, she will see things in a different light--she will realise
the fame she has won,--the brilliant name she has made--yes!--she must
think of all this--she must not wrong herself or injure her position by
marrying me!"
The silver-grey dawn brightened steadily, and in the eastern sky long
folds of silky mist began to shred away in thin strips of delicate
vapour showing peeps of pale amber between,--fitful touches of faint
rose-colour flitted here and there against the gold,--and with a sense
of relief that the day was at last breaking and that the sky showed
promise of the sun, he left his room, and stepping noiselessly into the
outside corridor, listened. Priscilla's door was wide open--and as he
passed he looked in,--she was fast asleep. He could not hear a
sound,--and though he walked on cautious tip-toe along the little
passage which led to the room where Innocent slept and waited there a
minute or two, straining his ears for any little sigh, or sob, or
whisper, none came;--all was silent. Quietly he went downstairs, and,
opening the hall door, stepped out into the garden. Every shrub and
plant was dripping with wet--many were beaten down and broken by the
fury of the night's storm, and there was more desolation than beauty in
the usually well-ordered and carefully-tended garden. The confusion of
fallen flowers and trailing stems made a melancholy impression on his
mind,--at another time he would scarcely have heeded what was, after
all, only the natural havoc wrought by high winds and heavy rains,--but
this morning there seemed to be more than the usual ruin. He walked
slowly round to the front of the house--and there looked up at the
projecting lattice window of Innocent's room. It was wide open.
Surprised, he stopped underneath it and looked up, half expecting to
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