"I'm not a knight of old," he went on, turning his handsome,
sun-browned face towards her,--"but I'm sure I love you as much as ever
the Sieur Amadis could have loved his unknown lady. So much indeed do I
love you that I couldn't write about it to save my life!--though I did
write verses at Oxford once--very bad ones!" He laughed. "But I can do
one thing the Sieur Amadis didn't do--I can keep faithful to my Vision
of the glory unattainable'--and if I don't marry you I'll marry
no-body--so there!"
She looked at him curiously and wistfully.
"You will not be so foolish," she said--"You will not put me into the
position of the Sieur Amadis, who married some one who loved him,
merely out of pity!"
He sprang up from the grass beside her.
"No, no! I won't do that, Innocent! I'm not a coward! If you can't love
me, you shall not marry me, just because you are sorry for me! That
would be intolerable! I wouldn't have you for a wife at all under such
circumstances. I shall be perfectly happy as a bachelor--perhaps
happier than if I married."
"And what about Briar Farm?" she asked.
"Briar Farm can get on as best it may!" he replied, cheerily--"I'll
work on it as long as I live and hand it down to some one worthy of it,
never fear! So there, Innocent!--be happy, and don't worry yourself!
Keep to your old knight and your strange fancies about him--you may be
right in your ideas of love, or you may be wrong; but the great point
with me is that you should be happy--and if you cannot be happy in my
way, why you must just be happy in your own!"
She looked at him with a new interest, as he stood upright, facing her
in all the vigour and beauty of his young manhood. A little smile crept
round the corners of her mouth.
"You are really a very handsome boy!" she said--"Quite a picture in
your way! Some girl will be very proud of you!"
He gave a movement of impatience.
"I must go back to the orchard," he said--"There's plenty to do. And
after all, work's the finest thing in the world--quite as fine as
love--perhaps finer!"
A faint sense of compunction moved her at his words--she was conscious
of a lurking admiration for his cool, strong, healthy attitude towards
life and the things of life. And yet she was resentful that he should
be capable of considering anything in the world "finer" than love.
Work? What work? Pruning trees and gathering apples? Surely there were
greater ambitions than these? She watched him thoughtfully under the
fringe of her long eyelashes, as he moved off.
"Going to the orchard?" she asked.
"Yes."
She smiled a little.
"That's right!"
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