Jane Gerson, tossing on her pillows, heard the mellow bell of a clock
somewhere in the dark and silent house strike three. This was the
fifth time she had counted the measured strokes of that bell as she
lay, wide-eyed, in the guest chamber's canopied bed. An eternity had
passed since the dinner guests' departure. Her mind was racing like
some engine gone wild, and sleep was impossible. Over and over again
she had conned the events of the evening, always to come at the end
against the impasse of General Crandall's blunt denial: "You shan't
sail in the morning." In her extremity she had even considered flight
by stealth--the scaling of walls perhaps, and a groping through dark
streets to the wharf, there to smuggle herself somehow on a tender and
so gain the _Saxonia_. But her precious gowns! They still reposed in
their bulky hampers here in Government House; to escape and leave them
behind would be worse than futile. The governor's fiat seemed absolute.
Urged by the impulse of sheer necessity to be doing something--the bed
had become a rack--the girl rose, lit a taper, and began to dress
herself, moving noiselessly. She even packed her traveling bag to the
last inch and locked it. Then she sat on the edge of the bed, hands
helplessly folded in her lap. What to do next? Was she any better off
dressed than thrashing in the bed? Her yearning called up a picture of
the _Saxonia_, which must ere this be at her anchorage, since the
consul said she was due at two. In three short hours tenders would
puff alongside; a happy procession of refugees climb the gangway--among
them the Shermans and Willy Kimball, bound for their Kewanee; the
captain on the bridge would give an order; winches would puff, the
anchor heave from the mud, the big boat's prow slowly turn
westward--oceanward--toward New York! And she, a prisoner caught by
the mischance of war's great mystery, would have to watch that
diminishing column of smoke fade against the morning's blue--disappear.
Inspiration seized her. It would be something just to see the
_Saxonia_, now lying amid the grim monsters of the war fleet. From the
balcony of the library, just outside the door of her room, she could
search the darkness of the harbor for the prickly rows of lights
marking the merchant ship from her darker neighbors. The general's
marine glasses lay on his desk, she remembered. To steal out to the
balcony, sweep the harbor with the glasses, and at last hit on the ship
of deliverance--for all but her; to do this would be better than
counting the hours alone. She softly opened the door of her room.
Beyond lay the dim distances of the library, suddenly become vast as an
amphitheater; in the thin light filtering through the curtains
screening the balcony appeared the lumpy masses of furniture and vague
outlines of walls and doors. She closed the door behind her, and stood
trembling; this was somehow like burglary, she felt--at least it had
the thrill of burglary.
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