I dissembled a burning anxiety that I had felt for some months--ever
since Dinah Shadd, the strong, the patient, and the infinitely tender,
had, of her own good love and free will, washed a shirt for me, moving
in a barren land where washing was not.
"I can't remember," I said, casually. "Was it before or after you made
love to Annie Bragin, and got no satisfaction?"
The story of Annie Bragin is written in another place. It is one of
the many episodes in Mulvaney's checkered career.
"Before--before--long before was that business av Annie Bragin an' the
corp'ril's ghost. Never woman was the worse for me whin I had married
Dinah. There's a time for all things, an' I know how to kape all
things in place--barrin' the dhrink, that kapes me in my place, wid no
hope av comin' to be aught else."
"Begin at the beginning," I insisted. "Mrs. Mulvaney told me that you
married her when you were quartered in Krab Bokhar barracks."
"An' the same is a cess-pit," said Mulvaney, piously. "She spoke
thrue, did Dinah. 'Twas this way. Talkin' av that, have ye iver
fallen in love, sorr?"
I preserved the silence of the damned. Mulvaney continued:
"Thin I will assume that ye have not. I did. In the days av my youth,
as I have more than wanst told you, I was a man that filled the eye an'
delighted the sowl av women. Niver man was hated as I have been.
Niver man was loved as I--no, not within half a day's march av ut. For
the first five years av my service, whin I was what I wud give my sowl
to be now, I tuk whatever was widin my reach, an' digested ut, an'
that's more than most men can say. Dhrink I tuk, an' ut did me no
harm. By the hollow av hiven, I could play wid four women at wanst,
an' kape thim from findin' out anything about the other three, and
smile like a full-blown marigold through ut all. Dick Coulhan, of the
battery we'll have down on us to-night, could dhrive his team no better
than I mine; an' I hild the worser cattle. An' so I lived an' so I was
happy, till afther that business wid Annie Bragin--she that turned me
off as cool as a meat-safe, an' taught me where I stud in the mind av
an honest woman. 'Twas no sweet dose to take.
"Afther that I sickened a while an' tuk thought to my reg'mental work,
conceiting mesilf I wud study an' be a sargint, an' a major-gineral
twinty minutes afther that. But on top o' my ambitiousness there was
an empty place in my sowl, an' me own opinion av mesilf cud not fill
ut.' Sez I to mesilf: 'Terence, you're a great man an' the best set up
in the reg'ment. Go on an' get promotion.' Sez mesilf to me, 'What
for?' Sez I to mesilf, 'For the glory av ut.' Sez mesilf to me, 'Will
that fill these two strong arrums av yours, Terence?' 'Go to the
devil,' sez I to mesilf. 'Go to the married lines,' sez mesilf to me.
''Tis the same thing,' sez I to mesilf. 'Av you're the same man, ut
is,' said mesilf to me. An' wid that I considhered on ut a long while.
Did you iver feel that way, sorr?"
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