No one believed that he was expected, or that there was a single place
in the neighborhood where he was welcome. But they were so anxious to
be rid of him that they put the thought aside and let him depart. “He
wished it himself,” they said; and then they thought that now they
would be glad.
But when they gathered in the dining room at five o’clock to drink tea
and to dance round the Christmas-tree, Liljekrona was silent and out of
spirits. He did not seat himself on the bench; he touched neither tea
nor punch; he could not remember any polka; the violin was out of
order. Those who could play and dance had to do it without him.
Then his wife grew uneasy; the children were discontented, everything
in the house went wrong. It was the most lamentable Christmas Eve.
The porridge turned sour; the candles sputtered; the wood smoked; the
wind stirred up the snow and blew bitter cold into the rooms. The
stable-boy who had driven Ruster did not come home. The cook wept; the
maids scolded.
Finally Liljekrona remembered that no sheaves had been put out for the
sparrows, and he complained aloud of all the women about him who
abandoned old customs and were new-fangled and heartless. They
understood well enough that what tormented him was remorse that he had
let little Ruster go away from his home on Christmas Eve.
After a while he went to his room, shut the door and began to play as
he had not played since he had ceased roaming. It was full of hate and
scorn, full of longing and revolt. You thought to bind me, but you must
forge new fetters. You thought to make me as small-minded as
yourselves, but I turn to larger things, to the open. Commonplace
people, slaves of the home, hold me prisoner if it is in your power!
When his wife heard the music, she said: “Tomorrow he is gone, if God
does not work a miracle in the night. Our inhospitableness has brought
on just what we thought we could avoid.”
In the meantime little Ruster drove about in the snowstorm. He went
from one house to the other and asked if there was any work for him to
do, but he was not received anywhere. They did not even ask him to get
out of the sledge. Some had their houses full of guests, others were
going away on Christmas Day. “Drive to the next neighbor,” they all
said.
He could come and spoil the pleasure of an ordinary day, but not of
Christmas Eve. Christmas Eve came but once a year, and the children had
been rejoicing in the thought of it all the autumn. They could not put
that man at a table where there were children. Formerly they had been
glad to see him, but not since he had become a drunkard. Where should
they put the fellow, moreover? The servants’ room was too plain and the
guest-room too fine.
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