He was wonderful too; he was more of a joy to his mother than any of
the children. Her husband died and she worked in care and want. But the
children had so strong a faith in their mother’s grief for the little
three-year-old boy, that they were convinced that if he had lived she
would not have mourned over her misfortunes. And every time they saw
their mother weep, they thought that it was because Brother Reuben was
dead, or because they were not like Brother Reuben. Soon enough an
ever-growing desire was born in them to rival their little dead brother
in their mother’s affection. There was nothing that they would not have
done for her, if she had only cared as much for them as for him. And it
was on account of that longing, I think, that Brother Reuben did more
good than any of the other children.
Fancy that when the eldest brother had earned his first money by rowing
a stranger over the river, he came and gave it to his mother without
reserving a penny! Then his mother looked so happy that he swelled with
pride, and could not help betraying how ambitious beyond measure he had
been.
“Mother, am I not now as good as Brother Reuben?” His mother looked at
him questioningly. She seemed as if she was comparing his fresh,
glowing face with the little pale boy out on the stone steps. And she
would have liked to have answered yes, if she had been able, but she
could not.
“I am very fond of you, Ivan, but you will never be like Reuben.”
It was beyond their powers; all the children realized it, and yet they
could not help trying.
They grew up strong and capable; they worked their way up to wealth and
consideration, while Brother Reuben only sat still on his stone steps.
But he still had a start; he could not be overtaken.
And at every success, every improvement, as they by degrees were able
to offer their mother a good home and comfort, it had to be reward
enough for them for their mother to say: “Ah, if my little Reuben could
have seen that!”
Brother Reuben followed his mother through the whole of her life, even
to her deathbed. It was he who robbed the death pangs of their sting,
since she knew that they bore her to him. In the midst of her greatest
suffering the mother could smile at the thought that she was going to
meet little Reuben.
And so died one whose faithful love had exalted and deified a poor
little three-year-old boy.
But neither was that the end of little Reuben’s story. To all the
brothers and sisters he had become a symbol of their life of endeavor,
of their love for their mother, of all the touching memories from the
years of struggle and failure. There was always something rich and warm
in their voices when they spoke of him.
So he also glided into the lives of the children of his brothers and
sisters. His mother’s love had raised him to greatness, and the great
influence generation after generation.
Sister Berta had a son, who had much to do with Uncle Reuben.
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